images from hk..

the doll my bro won from games..actually gt a lot of cute dolls..bt i lazy to take all the pic and post it..hehe

hong kong

hello..just got back from hk..super tired right now..the plane ride was pretty bad thanks to either the bad pilot or the bad weather.,hongkong was nt too bsd..i brought a book along but as predicted by someone..i didnt really touch it..haha..the weather in hk is superhot..hotter than malaysia..ok maybe its becos i am slways indoor in mslaysiaa..haha..went shopping..only bought two shoes that's it..lol..one nike running shoes one slipper i think..haha..went to ocean park..only gt one thing to say..its freaking hot there..haha..the rides made me dizzy..lol..went macau as well.went to a famous building there..they designed the building exacly like vegas..but vegas is nicer..hehe.ok..i am super tired rite nw..lol..blogging with mobile is so ma fan,.goodnight..:)

live life to the fullest,
amanda

p.s.lake house is a nice movie..
-i will always be there for you-

holiday mood..

i planned on studying during the hols..but as usual things dont usually turn out the way we planned or hoped for it to be...hehe...i am going hong kong on monday..=) my mum was damn random..i was on the phone with her and asked her where she was..then she said oh i am booking ticket to hong kong..we are going hong kong..then i was like..err when??!!! then she said..we will discuss this at home..bye..=.= i was speechless..haha...now i am really screwed...i cannot study at all cos i am in a holiday mode..and i am going hk..i dun think i will study there..but i am bringing my bio book there to study.just in case i feel like studying in the end..hahah...but then again i doubt i will even touch the book...hehe... i think i wanna be a doctor..but everytime i tell someone..they will keep putting pressure on me..like asking me..are you sure ah??doctor very stress wan.,.what if you kill someone???wont you feel guilty?>>?er...you really think i never thought of that before..???of course i tot of all the consequences..!!!

well..to me i think..nobody's perfect..being doc, we may make mistakes.but then again we are only human..if i accidentaly kill someone, maybe i will feel guilty..i will feel down..but then again..i have to stand up..i know i made a mistake..but maybe that person is fated to die..i tried my best..i did my best..so i will try to move on..and besides who said being a doctor was going to be easy..??

being a :-

1. businesswoman/man
2. house wife
3. cop
4. lawyer
5. chef
6. principal
7. teacher
8. etc

what makes you think that all this occupation is not as risky as doc??

being a businessman you might accidentaly kill someone by making bad products,,or maybe you fail to bring up the business and go into brankrupcy..being a house wife..what if you loose your kids??being a cop..you might get in danger with a bad guy and put your family in danger too, a lawyer you might make a mistake and sentence a wrong person to jail or death, etc...

so in my opinion every job has its risks and good or bad side..you wanna be a good doc or other occupation just work hard..nobody is dumb or stupid..as long as you work hard enough then youcan be anything you wanna be...=)there's no easy way out of things....its just life..

anyway...i got a new phone..well technically its and old phone..but oh well..i love it..its actually my dad;s old phone which he never really used...=) oh and btw..karjin thanks for the dvd player..i really appreciate it..and i will get you something soon,,..guess its your turn to wait..hehe..

wow..i think i got carried away typing...

It's just life

amanda

-Just follow your dream-

complicated xD

My life right now is pretty much complicated...i have to figure out some things and yet i havent found the perfect solution...i wish i know the answer..i wish someone would tell me the answer..but then again i know no one can tell me the answer because i am the only one who knows the answer...nobody's perfect..i am certainly not perfect..i make stupid and dumb choices and only end up making things even more complicated..because of my stupid actions i end up hurting another person that i care about...sigh...why must there always be a good and bad side???does this sound complicated???sigh...Have you ever felt lost>>??like you dun know where to go..what to do ..or where you are heading??sometimes i start to breakdown for no goddamn reason...blame it on the hormones..!!!=) to make things worse i have an extremely big ulcer under my lips which makes it hard for me to eat or drink..and i also have one ulcer near my throat..=( sigh...lately i haven have much good days...to make things worse..i cant seem to study...sigh...i need motivation..=( after you read this post...dun worry and no!.. i am not emoing...just trying to blog my feelings out to release some tension and stress that have swelled up in me...i feel so much more better now...

-life goes on, if you fall down, dont just sit there, stand up and move forward.-