Updating!!

I know my blog is extremely dead already!!!haha...but i have been really lazy to blog lately...So many things have happened in my life lately...anyway...i have a new family!!!hehehe...pei said that we the kissers are not a gang.. we are family..hehe..i thought that sounds really heart warming and nice...haha...I hope we will always care for each other no matter what, because that's what families do!! Anyway...i just had my interview last week to go for post in the library post..it wasnt too bad..i guess...let's just wait and see...anyway...me beii and pei ji is organizing for the librarian farewell lunch activities.one of the board members birhtday is on that day...anyone has any interesting suggestion for what to do to embaress a birthday girl?? do tell me cos i need some suggestions..haha...(no stupid suggestions) hehe..I need to push myself to study...i can't seem to sit down and study..a minute ago i was just about to study and here i am distracted by the laptop blogging!!!=.= Lately i have been thinking on what career i would be interested in..but i cant seem to make up my mind!!
Should i be a..

1. Doctor
2. Businesswoman
3. Lawyer(mum's suggestion)

sigh...i shall decide when the time comes..lolz..now i think i should just concentrate on my studies..

anyway..i dunno what to blog about so i am just gonna type random stuff...
What i am grateful for

• having great friends
• being loved
• to have someone who cares for me
• to being fortunate
• to have food to eat(30 hour famine)
• have great parents and siblings(tho we fight)

Random things i do

• hug ppl
• give them a kiss on the cheek
• tickle you
• talk about soap opera
• insult ppl in a nice way

type of guys i like

• nice
• puts me ahead of everything else
• kind
• loving
• romantic
• sweet
• gives me surprises just to cheer me up
• leave me notes
• and the list goes on and on..haha

But i realize that all this doesnt really matter as long as that one guy realy cares for you and will always be there for you no matter what..and of course i must have feelings for that guy..

My personality(what i realized)

• I tend to keep my feelings bottled up in my heart because i dun wanna cause a fight or because i dun wanna hurt someone so in the end i have to complain to my other close friends..sometimes i wonder if doing that is considered backstabbing..is it??
• sometimes i just dunno what to say when my friend pour out their problems to me..and i will feel bad...but at the end of the day i just tell them what i think they should do and give them a warm hug and just be there to listen to them because everyone needs someone there to listen to them..
• I tend to be mean to a person either because i dislike them, find them annoying or because i am afraid of falling for that person..
• Sometimes i pretend to be angry at someone to make them realize that they had offended me...
• I get angry really fast but it only lasts for less than ten or five mins..
• I laugh alot when i am hyper
• I fall easily for guys who are nice and kind
• When i really care for someone i really realy care for them no matter what
• I love my sister and tend to do what she asks me to do although she teases me and insult me and calls me maid sometimes!!!
• I love my parents!!!
• I love my brother alot although he sometmes gets on my nerve and sometimes he hits me ..

Goodnight!!!=)
-The question is does looks really matter??-
-Is mirror really a man's best friend??-
xoxo
amanda