hellooo!!i'm back!!
i miss my sister chengyee because she's so cutee.=(((
I LOVE CHENGYEE!!!=DD

I wish you know how i feel=.=

I am so tired today..=( been staying up late to study..but partly my fault la..only start studying at ten at night..of course sleep late la..then somomore got some people have to make me angry all the time and act like he didnt do anything..sheesh..today i talked to colin..we havent really talked in a long long time..its good to start talking to him again..=) he is still as nice as ever to talk to..xD I love my class!!xD random right..??just felt like saying that..lolz..i love the fact tat my class is not a class with 'cliques' its more of like everyone blending and mixing together..i hope i will still stay in P next year..and i love sitting in front of kiddo jon and lik sheng..lolz..they are fun to talk to and both very smart..can just turn around and talk to them and ask them question..lolz..

-Live life like there's no tomorrow-
Mandy

-Sometimes i wish you understand me, but you don't-

images from hk..

the doll my bro won from games..actually gt a lot of cute dolls..bt i lazy to take all the pic and post it..hehe

hong kong

hello..just got back from hk..super tired right now..the plane ride was pretty bad thanks to either the bad pilot or the bad weather.,hongkong was nt too bsd..i brought a book along but as predicted by someone..i didnt really touch it..haha..the weather in hk is superhot..hotter than malaysia..ok maybe its becos i am slways indoor in mslaysiaa..haha..went shopping..only bought two shoes that's it..lol..one nike running shoes one slipper i think..haha..went to ocean park..only gt one thing to say..its freaking hot there..haha..the rides made me dizzy..lol..went macau as well.went to a famous building there..they designed the building exacly like vegas..but vegas is nicer..hehe.ok..i am super tired rite nw..lol..blogging with mobile is so ma fan,.goodnight..:)

live life to the fullest,
amanda

p.s.lake house is a nice movie..
-i will always be there for you-

holiday mood..

i planned on studying during the hols..but as usual things dont usually turn out the way we planned or hoped for it to be...hehe...i am going hong kong on monday..=) my mum was damn random..i was on the phone with her and asked her where she was..then she said oh i am booking ticket to hong kong..we are going hong kong..then i was like..err when??!!! then she said..we will discuss this at home..bye..=.= i was speechless..haha...now i am really screwed...i cannot study at all cos i am in a holiday mode..and i am going hk..i dun think i will study there..but i am bringing my bio book there to study.just in case i feel like studying in the end..hahah...but then again i doubt i will even touch the book...hehe... i think i wanna be a doctor..but everytime i tell someone..they will keep putting pressure on me..like asking me..are you sure ah??doctor very stress wan.,.what if you kill someone???wont you feel guilty?>>?er...you really think i never thought of that before..???of course i tot of all the consequences..!!!

well..to me i think..nobody's perfect..being doc, we may make mistakes.but then again we are only human..if i accidentaly kill someone, maybe i will feel guilty..i will feel down..but then again..i have to stand up..i know i made a mistake..but maybe that person is fated to die..i tried my best..i did my best..so i will try to move on..and besides who said being a doctor was going to be easy..??

being a :-

1. businesswoman/man
2. house wife
3. cop
4. lawyer
5. chef
6. principal
7. teacher
8. etc

what makes you think that all this occupation is not as risky as doc??

being a businessman you might accidentaly kill someone by making bad products,,or maybe you fail to bring up the business and go into brankrupcy..being a house wife..what if you loose your kids??being a cop..you might get in danger with a bad guy and put your family in danger too, a lawyer you might make a mistake and sentence a wrong person to jail or death, etc...

so in my opinion every job has its risks and good or bad side..you wanna be a good doc or other occupation just work hard..nobody is dumb or stupid..as long as you work hard enough then youcan be anything you wanna be...=)there's no easy way out of things....its just life..

anyway...i got a new phone..well technically its and old phone..but oh well..i love it..its actually my dad;s old phone which he never really used...=) oh and btw..karjin thanks for the dvd player..i really appreciate it..and i will get you something soon,,..guess its your turn to wait..hehe..

wow..i think i got carried away typing...

It's just life

amanda

-Just follow your dream-

complicated xD

My life right now is pretty much complicated...i have to figure out some things and yet i havent found the perfect solution...i wish i know the answer..i wish someone would tell me the answer..but then again i know no one can tell me the answer because i am the only one who knows the answer...nobody's perfect..i am certainly not perfect..i make stupid and dumb choices and only end up making things even more complicated..because of my stupid actions i end up hurting another person that i care about...sigh...why must there always be a good and bad side???does this sound complicated???sigh...Have you ever felt lost>>??like you dun know where to go..what to do ..or where you are heading??sometimes i start to breakdown for no goddamn reason...blame it on the hormones..!!!=) to make things worse i have an extremely big ulcer under my lips which makes it hard for me to eat or drink..and i also have one ulcer near my throat..=( sigh...lately i haven have much good days...to make things worse..i cant seem to study...sigh...i need motivation..=( after you read this post...dun worry and no!.. i am not emoing...just trying to blog my feelings out to release some tension and stress that have swelled up in me...i feel so much more better now...

-life goes on, if you fall down, dont just sit there, stand up and move forward.-

been a while

finally i can go online...in genting now..using my mum's laptop to blog..hehe...what is the only place that has internet connection???starbucks duh!!!hahaha...this hols is pretty boring...all i do is sleep watch tv and sleep and eat..haha...anyway..last thurs was my bday...i knew there was gonna be a surprise for me but i didnt know what the surprise was gonna be..hehe...i tried guessing many things they can do to surprise me but the one i least expect is for my best frens to come over to my house at 8 in the morning...xD

this is what happened..i was in my sis room watching movie on the comp with earphones..then sudd my maid knock on the door and said," adik..Kawan" and i tot she meant my friend was calling me through the phone..so i just opened the door casually..then i saw them screaming surprise..my first reaction..''OH mY' then *slams door* hahaha....well i must admit it was a good surprise..then we went to pavillion..i didnt know they were gonna bring me to tgi fridays..so we were in the car when vilyn sudd blurt out.." we are gonna eat at tgi.." and i was like really?>then all my other friends stared at her..she then said," oops..." hahaha....so in conclusion i really enjoyed myself...thanks you guys!!!!oops i almost forgot to mention that vii, jamie, and pei wanted me to wear a black dress they bought to pavi...but i am not a dress person..so i managed to persuade them into letting me wear casual...xD but thanks for the beautiful dress...i will wear it when i turn into a woman..xP

i wore a super high wedge to the mall..and ended up injuring my ankle..i went to the doc..he said my joint moved a bit..wraped my ankle with chinese herbs..it should be as good as new soon...xD

school reopening tomorrow..i cant wait to go to school...being at home is kinda boring,..hahaha!!!

i should really start studying seriously..=)
p.s. i am so over you=)

xoxo

mandy

blogging whenever i can

ok...i was sick!!!totally fine now!!just a bit of cough and maybe headache..hehehe...staying at home was seriously boring!!and jamie i would love to put pics too but my comp so slow...cannot upload a single pics..hahahah...oh well..and today jamie is sick!!=( get well soon babe!!!hehe...

i think i am gonna study medicine la...its interesting tho i have to work really hard!!hehehe...and i can save lives!! anyway...kar jin is so nice!!hahaha..help me do my bm homework by messaging me all the answers when i have headache!!hehehe thanks!!!=) and today i kept teasing him...i am so bad..his dad bought him a specs..the specs is so funny...he keeps telling me the specs is exacly like mr.chin's specs..haha..its completely squared shaped...haha...that;s why i say wear contact lens dun wanna listen..!!hahaha..I love being in class cos there;s so many ppl to talk to...especially when i get bored or need help in my studies i just have to turn around because i got 2 smart guys sitting behind me..john and lik sheng!!hahha...john i like a kid..he looks like a kid too..hahaha...i skip tuition today and went one utama..in cc now blogging haha..and behind the cc got karaoke..this malay guy singing with a mike...totally makes my headache worse!!hahaha...xD

xoxo

amanda

Updating!!

I know my blog is extremely dead already!!!haha...but i have been really lazy to blog lately...So many things have happened in my life lately...anyway...i have a new family!!!hehehe...pei said that we the kissers are not a gang.. we are family..hehe..i thought that sounds really heart warming and nice...haha...I hope we will always care for each other no matter what, because that's what families do!! Anyway...i just had my interview last week to go for post in the library post..it wasnt too bad..i guess...let's just wait and see...anyway...me beii and pei ji is organizing for the librarian farewell lunch activities.one of the board members birhtday is on that day...anyone has any interesting suggestion for what to do to embaress a birthday girl?? do tell me cos i need some suggestions..haha...(no stupid suggestions) hehe..I need to push myself to study...i can't seem to sit down and study..a minute ago i was just about to study and here i am distracted by the laptop blogging!!!=.= Lately i have been thinking on what career i would be interested in..but i cant seem to make up my mind!!
Should i be a..

1. Doctor
2. Businesswoman
3. Lawyer(mum's suggestion)

sigh...i shall decide when the time comes..lolz..now i think i should just concentrate on my studies..

anyway..i dunno what to blog about so i am just gonna type random stuff...
What i am grateful for

• having great friends
• being loved
• to have someone who cares for me
• to being fortunate
• to have food to eat(30 hour famine)
• have great parents and siblings(tho we fight)

Random things i do

• hug ppl
• give them a kiss on the cheek
• tickle you
• talk about soap opera
• insult ppl in a nice way

type of guys i like

• nice
• puts me ahead of everything else
• kind
• loving
• romantic
• sweet
• gives me surprises just to cheer me up
• leave me notes
• and the list goes on and on..haha

But i realize that all this doesnt really matter as long as that one guy realy cares for you and will always be there for you no matter what..and of course i must have feelings for that guy..

My personality(what i realized)

• I tend to keep my feelings bottled up in my heart because i dun wanna cause a fight or because i dun wanna hurt someone so in the end i have to complain to my other close friends..sometimes i wonder if doing that is considered backstabbing..is it??
• sometimes i just dunno what to say when my friend pour out their problems to me..and i will feel bad...but at the end of the day i just tell them what i think they should do and give them a warm hug and just be there to listen to them because everyone needs someone there to listen to them..
• I tend to be mean to a person either because i dislike them, find them annoying or because i am afraid of falling for that person..
• Sometimes i pretend to be angry at someone to make them realize that they had offended me...
• I get angry really fast but it only lasts for less than ten or five mins..
• I laugh alot when i am hyper
• I fall easily for guys who are nice and kind
• When i really care for someone i really realy care for them no matter what
• I love my sister and tend to do what she asks me to do although she teases me and insult me and calls me maid sometimes!!!
• I love my parents!!!
• I love my brother alot although he sometmes gets on my nerve and sometimes he hits me ..

Goodnight!!!=)
-The question is does looks really matter??-
-Is mirror really a man's best friend??-
xoxo
amanda

Revive!!

OKay so my blog is dead,...very dead..hahaha very lazy to blog lately...life have been hectic lately..all i do is go school have concert rehearsal, go back sleep...very lazy to study...haha..COncert's gonna be on this friday and saturday..i cant wait...haha..i hate fanning the sultan!!!so boring!!!sigh...oh well. i have been watching the movie chuck!!!..i give that movie five out of five for ratings...i have been watching the concert for a million time adi..starting to get really bored of it!!!recently i just went for 30 hour famine...i cant believe i made it through.although i ended up having gastric...some ppl whose name i shall not mention manage to eat during the famine..haha!!!i was super hungry when that person came and said,"Wah!!!i feel so hungry la...just ate mc Ds...." and i was like WTH!!!The activities was not too bad throughout the famine tho i slept for both the movies...BUt i have made up my mind never to go for famine again...its way too tiring!!!I learned that food is important and we really need food daily...=)Without food we will turn sleepy and tired...woot..anyway!!!cant wait for concert to end!!!but i wish it will go on so we can skip more lessons!!!Xp

-“Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.”-
xoxo
amanda

Wee Kii=)

I wanna blog about TEH WEE KII!!First and foremost happy belated birthday!!!you are 16 years old now!!!i really want you to know that i will always be hear to listen you your problems no matter what...i will be your wall to lean on when you feel tired of drama or life!!haha..and you are a really smart girl!!I am so proud of your results!!and i am so sorry for forgetting your birthday!!i was so caught up with my life that i forgot to ask you when your birthday was...i cant believe i talk to you so much but it never crossed my mind to ask you when your birthday was..but i promise i will always remember your birthday from now on...i know you have a lot of things to tell me but we are always so busy..hehe..but dun worry we will find time..and have fun in UK!!Dont forget to bring a mask and wear it!!haha!!I will miss you so much!!and sorry i didnt see you after school today!!=)Love you!!

-Good friends are like stars..you don't always see them, but you know they are there-
xoxo
amanda

Coco Fusion

so we had coco fusion yesterday..it was pretty fun!!!hehe..Ravi came back!!super happy to see him although he hit me with a table, made me angry but also made me happy!!!hehe its good to have you back but you'll be leaving soon..=( but coco fusion was definately way better than Science night except for the fact that we cannot wear jeans..haha..stupid rules!!so i tot we had to wear long pants, turns out nobody cares!!!i was sweating like a pig yesterday!!!but i am glad i could hang out with all my best friends!!!they are the BOMB!!! Pei did facepaint...and pei its not weird la..haha...its nice!!!i help wee cherng paint his face..after drawing on his face..he took a brush and wanted to draw on my face..i ran away and he managed to swipe one line of red paint on my face..luckily i am smart enough to run to the girls toilet!!haha..then i wipe of the red paint but made it worst..ended up smudging my whole face!!Jamie and i joined the competition are you smarter than a kindergardener???haha...they ask all the disney channel cartoon movies..luckily i am a disney fan!!ahha..but we still lost..so oh well..managed to watch karjin act in lidra!!so proud of him=)
-I'll let fate decide-
xoxo,
amanda

Emo lines...=.=

-i was tired but i never expected you to move on so fast its almost like as if you just hop on to the next station when its over-
-I don't want you to melt my cold heart, i like it when my heart is cold so i will never feel the pain-
-I use to believe in fairytales..but now that i have seen the world..in my world there's no such thing as forever and always-
-People just move on and let time passes by-

We had two weeks break!!!It was not too bad..i went to singapore and pd with my family....pd was really boring but singapore was fun!!!anyway i got my results back!!woot..remember last time i wrote predictions for my results!!!well my prediction is all wrong!!I PASSED ALL MY PAPERS THIS TERM!!! so here's my scores!!

Mid Term Exam
ENG-70
Physics-56
Add Maths-52
Chemistry-42(without course work)
Bio-49 (without course work)
BM-62
Sejarah-75
sivik-81
computer-63
Moral-76

Woot!!!so happy!!anyway...i am gonna post some photos from my own camera finally!!(not gonna steal yours anymore jamie) IN the school concert i have only two lines which are "Datuk!!Datuk Laksamana!!I bring a message from Raden Puteri"

So when i act that line i keep pronouncing it wrongly..i kept saying lak-sa-ma-na but actually its Laks-ma-na..the sa is actually silent...but either way i still sound really weird and funny when i say tat line..i hope during concert day i wont end up emberassing myself...hehe..

xoxo,
amanda

Crazy week!!!

GUESS WHAT????!!

FINALLY!!!!1

FINALLY!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!

I REALLY MEAN FINALLY!!!

EXAM IS OVER!!WOOT!!!LIKE VILYN WOULD SAY ROAR!!!

haha...after exam we had this teacher's day celebration...had to listen to 6 speeches...but it was not too bad..preety entertaining..especially kar jin's speech...i can't believe he started off with the line...'SRY MADAM MATTHEWS, I AM GONNA SAY THIS..I HATE TEACHERS!!!' it was hilarious....his speech was pretty entertaining tho...lolz...

after teacher's day me vilyn and jamie went pavillion and watched monsters versus alien...

it was a really entertaining movie...then we went shopping!!!lolz...so we were in forever 21 trying out these sunglasses and taking pics..then sudd this lady came to us and said 'pls delete all the pics!!!' i was pretty emberrased..but oh what the heck...lolz...then on sunday,....i went to jamie's sweet 16!!
That was the first party my mum allowed me to go....it was super fun!!!i had a great time.i went there early and helped decorating...and guess what??? after we decorated it started raining heavily!!!=( but oh welll...it stopped raining after a while so it was still ok...lolz...the theme of the party was "CROSS DRESS" so the guys had to wear dress and the girls had to wear men;s wear..we had this modelling competition..it was really fun...lolz...and jamie's birthday cake was delicious.....hehe...my favourite..CHOC BANANA!!!lolz...ok then i will upload pics when my comp is fixed...

-Live life to the fullest-
xoxo

amanda

It's two in the morning..

yet i am still awake..

i am dead tired..

I spent my whole time doing add maths and Chemistry homework..

.what am i doing???

I am tired and yet i am still blogging??!!

OK...good night..=)

-I don't hate you, I just moved on-

xoxo amanda

Killing me slowly with her explaination

Chemistry is really really confusing..madam was teaching..at first i understood everything and everything she said was very clear..then when she changed the topic and move furthur away...i was LOST!!! That was ok, i went back home and study and then i understood what she meant..then today..we had extra chem class today in the lecture theatre..all three classes combined..we came in late and THANKS TO SOME PEOPLE we ended up sitting behind..haha..i couldnt really hear her and couldnt really see the small board in front..and agaain i got lost..the teacher just kept goin on and on..the more she explained..the more i felt like exploding..so in the end i gave up and decided to just read the book myself..=S Exams coming in two weeks and i dun feel like studying..there is so much things i have to catch up on...

• Bio-completely lost in whatever mdm is teaching...she is BORING cant bare to listen to her explanation..


• Physics-Not too bad...at least i understand and know what to do..=) but i need to practice


• Chem- Actually its not too bad but i am currently lost in the newest thing she is teaching us..tho i understand i am not sure whether i can do the paper well...=S


• Sejarah- i just started a bit yesterday..many more things to read..i promised myself to study everyday but i didnt manage to keep my promise..


• Addmaths- what i really need is practice..


• Maths- Not too bad either..=)

PREDICTION

• BIO- PASS


• CHEM-FAIL


• PHYSICS-PASS


• ADD MATHS-PASS


• SEJ-PASS


• MATHS-PASS


• ENG-PASS


• EST-NO IDEA WHAT THE PAPER IS LIKE


• BM-PASS

HOPES- OF COURSE TO PASS EVERYTHING LA..

xoxo,
amanda=)

Movie craze

Yesterday was heck of a day..all i did was watch movie from morning to night...here's the list of movies i watched..

• Stairway to heaven.(lots of episode wan)
• Sex and its sin(No its not a sick movie..=.=)
• legally blond

i haven even started studying..i dun feel like studying...sigh...i need some motivation to study man..seriously i am running out of time to study...Let me do a long tag...50 freaking ques...=(

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

TAGGED BY Yu Yin

Rules and regulation of the tag ;
All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.
And then answer the questions,
Say you're guessing if you don't know,but at least guess on all of them.
After doing this, tag your 21 "lucky" friends to do the same (Eh, 21 a lot eh, I do 15 only ah..)

1. karjin
2. lee xia
3. jamie
4. tzi qing
5. Caitlin
6. Wee kii
7. Pei ji
8. Wee teck
9. Wee Cherng
10. Adrian
11. Sue ping
12. gwen
    
13. Sue wen
14. Zhi yang
15. Cheng yee
16. Shuen Nyin
17. Pui Ching
18. Hooi Ching
19. Pei hooi
20. Vilyn
21. Sam quek
    

1. How did you meet 7?
English class..i think


2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
That would be the day my mum didnt marry my dad..


3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
I would find that interesting...

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
No..


5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
oh yeah...if they were a lesbian...


6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
Yeap


7. What is 2's favourite colour?
Wait let me ask her one day..

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
one second ago...haha


9. What language does 8 speaks?
LALA language..


10. Who is 13 going out with?
That's easy..but if i were to tell you i have to kill you first.haha...


11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Definitely.If i wanna be a lesbian...


12. Where do 18 live?
Dunno..haha..


13. What is the best thing about 4?
She's is holy..haha


14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
You are SOMETHING!! hahaha..no la tell him nth...random stuff...


15. What is the best thing about 20?
She loves me...haha


16. Have you ever kiss 2?
nope...but i wouldnt mind trying..haha


17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
Seeing her in class everyday..haha


18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Monday!!!=)


19. How is 7 different from 6?
Personality....


20. Is 2 pretty?
Definitely


21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
Is she really my sister???haha...


22. How did you meet 3?
In form 1. dunno how..haaha...


23. Is 5 your best friend?
Nope..but she's definately my friend..=)


24. Do you hate 12?
Nope..


25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Duh...i practically see her everyday..=)


26. When was the last time you saw 16?
few days ago...


27. Have you been to 5's house?
Not YET.


28. When's the next time you'll see 10?

monday...


29. Are you close to 11?
Quite..haha..


30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Yes..haha..


31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Nope..i dun think so///


32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Oh yea..=)

33. When have you lied to 3?
All the time...when i joke around.haha...


34. Is 11 good at socializing?
quite.


35. Do you know a secret about 8?
yes...i know practically everything..haha..


36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Perhaps friends??


37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
He's lame...haha..and desperate...=)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12?
yea..shh..dun tell anyone...xD


40. How long have you known 2?
almost 4 years..haha...


41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
Ask her lo..


42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
never..he so weak i scared later he get into coma.haha...


43. Has 21 meet your parents?
O.o NOPE.


44. How did you meet 11?
Ask her. I can't remember.


45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
no but physically gave her pleasure..haha..joking..

46.Do you live close to 7?
i dun think so..

47. What is 8's favourite food?
dunnoo..he loves coke..that's all..

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
he ah...kancil..haha...

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?


50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
Why would i give him money??