It's two in the morning..

yet i am still awake..

i am dead tired..

I spent my whole time doing add maths and Chemistry homework..

.what am i doing???

I am tired and yet i am still blogging??!!

OK...good night..=)

-I don't hate you, I just moved on-

xoxo amanda

Killing me slowly with her explaination

Chemistry is really really confusing..madam was teaching..at first i understood everything and everything she said was very clear..then when she changed the topic and move furthur away...i was LOST!!! That was ok, i went back home and study and then i understood what she meant..then today..we had extra chem class today in the lecture theatre..all three classes combined..we came in late and THANKS TO SOME PEOPLE we ended up sitting behind..haha..i couldnt really hear her and couldnt really see the small board in front..and agaain i got lost..the teacher just kept goin on and on..the more she explained..the more i felt like exploding..so in the end i gave up and decided to just read the book myself..=S Exams coming in two weeks and i dun feel like studying..there is so much things i have to catch up on...

• Bio-completely lost in whatever mdm is teaching...she is BORING cant bare to listen to her explanation..


• Physics-Not too bad...at least i understand and know what to do..=) but i need to practice


• Chem- Actually its not too bad but i am currently lost in the newest thing she is teaching us..tho i understand i am not sure whether i can do the paper well...=S


• Sejarah- i just started a bit yesterday..many more things to read..i promised myself to study everyday but i didnt manage to keep my promise..


• Addmaths- what i really need is practice..


• Maths- Not too bad either..=)

PREDICTION

• BIO- PASS


• CHEM-FAIL


• PHYSICS-PASS


• ADD MATHS-PASS


• SEJ-PASS


• MATHS-PASS


• ENG-PASS


• EST-NO IDEA WHAT THE PAPER IS LIKE


• BM-PASS

HOPES- OF COURSE TO PASS EVERYTHING LA..

xoxo,
amanda=)

Movie craze

Yesterday was heck of a day..all i did was watch movie from morning to night...here's the list of movies i watched..

• Stairway to heaven.(lots of episode wan)
• Sex and its sin(No its not a sick movie..=.=)
• legally blond

i haven even started studying..i dun feel like studying...sigh...i need some motivation to study man..seriously i am running out of time to study...Let me do a long tag...50 freaking ques...=(

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

TAGGED BY Yu Yin

Rules and regulation of the tag ;
All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.
And then answer the questions,
Say you're guessing if you don't know,but at least guess on all of them.
After doing this, tag your 21 "lucky" friends to do the same (Eh, 21 a lot eh, I do 15 only ah..)

1. karjin
2. lee xia
3. jamie
4. tzi qing
5. Caitlin
6. Wee kii
7. Pei ji
8. Wee teck
9. Wee Cherng
10. Adrian
11. Sue ping
12. gwen
    
13. Sue wen
14. Zhi yang
15. Cheng yee
16. Shuen Nyin
17. Pui Ching
18. Hooi Ching
19. Pei hooi
20. Vilyn
21. Sam quek
    

1. How did you meet 7?
English class..i think


2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
That would be the day my mum didnt marry my dad..


3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
I would find that interesting...

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
No..


5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
oh yeah...if they were a lesbian...


6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
Yeap


7. What is 2's favourite colour?
Wait let me ask her one day..

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
one second ago...haha


9. What language does 8 speaks?
LALA language..


10. Who is 13 going out with?
That's easy..but if i were to tell you i have to kill you first.haha...


11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Definitely.If i wanna be a lesbian...


12. Where do 18 live?
Dunno..haha..


13. What is the best thing about 4?
She's is holy..haha


14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
You are SOMETHING!! hahaha..no la tell him nth...random stuff...


15. What is the best thing about 20?
She loves me...haha


16. Have you ever kiss 2?
nope...but i wouldnt mind trying..haha


17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
Seeing her in class everyday..haha


18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Monday!!!=)


19. How is 7 different from 6?
Personality....


20. Is 2 pretty?
Definitely


21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
Is she really my sister???haha...


22. How did you meet 3?
In form 1. dunno how..haaha...


23. Is 5 your best friend?
Nope..but she's definately my friend..=)


24. Do you hate 12?
Nope..


25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Duh...i practically see her everyday..=)


26. When was the last time you saw 16?
few days ago...


27. Have you been to 5's house?
Not YET.


28. When's the next time you'll see 10?

monday...


29. Are you close to 11?
Quite..haha..


30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Yes..haha..


31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Nope..i dun think so///


32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Oh yea..=)

33. When have you lied to 3?
All the time...when i joke around.haha...


34. Is 11 good at socializing?
quite.


35. Do you know a secret about 8?
yes...i know practically everything..haha..


36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Perhaps friends??


37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
He's lame...haha..and desperate...=)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12?
yea..shh..dun tell anyone...xD


40. How long have you known 2?
almost 4 years..haha...


41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
Ask her lo..


42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
never..he so weak i scared later he get into coma.haha...


43. Has 21 meet your parents?
O.o NOPE.


44. How did you meet 11?
Ask her. I can't remember.


45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
no but physically gave her pleasure..haha..joking..

46.Do you live close to 7?
i dun think so..

47. What is 8's favourite food?
dunnoo..he loves coke..that's all..

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
he ah...kancil..haha...

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?


50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
Why would i give him money??

Almost forgot about the rest..=)

YU YIN(HAPPY??HAHAHA...)

• MY SIVIK BUDDY
• SMART
• GENIUS
• ATHLETIC
• NICE

WEE CHERNG

• FUNNY
• ENTERTAINING
• JOYFUL
  
• NICE
• HELPFUL
• LAZY
• JOKER
• LAME
  

SUAN YEAN:

• SMART
• TALENTED
• NICE
• LISTENS
• GREAT FRIEND

JUNE

• HAVE A GREAT VOICE
• PRETTY
• SMART
• TRUSTABLE
• LISTENS

BEII LYNN

• LIBRARIAN PATNER IN CRIME..=)
• GREAT DANCER
• HARDWORKING
• LIKES TO FINISH HER HOMEWORK IN CLASS WHEN TEACHER'S TEACHING
• CREATIVE
• MAKES ME PRESENT WITH HER OWN EFFORT

VAN LYNN

• ENCOURAGES ME
  
• GREAT BUDDY
• NICE
  
• LIKE TO TEASE ME..
• LOVES ART
• LIKES COOL STUFF

TZI QING

• A GOOD CHRISTIAN
• QUIET
• NICE
• VERY LEMAH LEMBUT

XUE FANG

• MY DAUGHTER
• CUTE
• VERY NICE
• SAYANG ME
• LISTENS TO MY PROBLEMS
• SUPPORTS ME

YEE THENG

• LISTENS TO ME
• SMART TO THE EXTREME
• VERY NICE
• TOO NICE
• LOVES SOYA BEAN(AHAH)

WEE TECK

• lISTENS TO MY PROBLEM
• GIVES FUNNY ADVICE
• HELPFUL
• NICE

WEE KII

• LISTENS TO ME..
• VERY NICE
• CARES
• PREETY
• LOVE HER!!!

SUET TYNG

• NICE
• HELPFUL
• SMART

AMIR

• NICE
• LISTENS TO MY PROB
• TRUSTABLE
• RELIABLE
• CARING
• HELPFUL
• GREAT FRIEND
  

TO ALL OF THE PPL ABOVE..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...=) HAHAHA...LOVE YOU ALL!!!BTW SRY IF I LEFT ANYONE OUT...I WILL EXTEND IT IF I REMEMBER WHO I LEFT OUT..HAHA...

Life's like that=)

I got the part in the school concert as a pembantu for the puteri..in other words MAID!!! i hope i will have lines to speak...hahaha...oh well at least i got something i am pretty satisfied...=) But right now i am trying to decide whether i should go for dancing or for this acting role...congrats suan yean on getting the part bayan!!!=) proud of you...and pei hooi congrats on getting the same role as me..hahah but you wanna go for em c...Good luck for that!!!=) Enough about concert....Anyway i was late for chem tuition again and joey was as usual calling me with frustration to ask me to come early..hahaha....Today in school i had no games cos got extra chem class..=( oh well...I cant wait for thursday got hols..=) finally can relax..hehe..Everyday got so much homework until i have no space to have my own free time to breathe..sigh..my eyes is recovering rapidly..so happy soon i can wear contact lens adi..=) weeeee....

I feel one step closer to the people around me everyday..=)

Honours day!!!

This is specially for them..

VILYN

1. She listens to me..( Well sometimes..jkjk.)
2. She's always there for me...(Except when she was in Japan)
3. She cares..!!!
4. She tries her best to give advice
   
5. She makes me happy..
6. She is HAWT!!!
7. She makes an effort to help me through everything..
8. She waits for me all the time during lunch..
   
9. She treats me as a best friend...=)
10. She's trustable..
11. She understands me...
12. Always lend a shoulder to me..
    

AND THE LIST GOES ON AN ON...

JAMIE

1. She listens
2. She gives good advice..
3. She is always there for me..(becos she just sits next to me..)
4. She patches up my broken heart..
5. SHE'S trustable
6. She's reliable.
7. Planned for me a really great surprise party..
8. i just love her!!!
   

AND THE LIST GOES ON AN ON...

KAR JIN

1. HE is always there for me no matter what..
2. He listens..
3. He's trustable
4. HE gives good advice..
5. He never loses his patience with me
6. He comes to me when he has problems..
7. He tolerates all my insults towards him..
8. He gives me the best surprise party ever..
9. He puts in effort...
10. He helps me whenever i needed help..
11. He put me in front of himself..
12. Always support me through everything..

Pei Hooi

1. She's nice!!!hahaha..
2. She's a good listener...
3. She never complains.
4. She cares..
5. She's trustable..=)

The number of ppl to write about goes on and on...but i have to do my homework..so i will blog about other ppl next time...=)good night!!!

A few days ago we had honours day!! I am so happy and proud for everyone who scored straight A's...+) i am so proud of my Babes:

1. Vilyn
2. jamie
3. pei hooi
4. van lynn
5. beii lynn
6. june
7. xue fang
8. gisselle
9. wee kii
10. and the list goes on and on.....sry if i left any names out..

All the speeches on honours day was reallyyyyy LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG...AND BOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRINNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG....
but i still enjoyed myself..basically all we did was pose and took a lot of pictures...got nth better to do...
My parents left to china AGAIN...they just came back last week...oh well..FREEDOM..hahah
but this time i decided to be a good girl and just stay at home...cos i dun wanna lie anymore...i dun want my mum to stop trusting me...=)Losing someone's trust is really easy but earning someone's trust is hard..
I can't wait for this thursday..i wanna rest and run away from all the homework in school...exam's around the corner..and i am not even prepared..oh well..as usual i will go for the last minute studying...haha..Lately been preety close to kisser no 4..i smell a new friendship developing...=)
Today you said you feel like i am against you..Maybe it's because my heart has already built a barrier that's why i find it so hard to just be normal with you..but i am trying to make things back to normal..all i need is time..and btw kar jin yes i know i always say i am gonna move on but it never happens but like i said this time is different...The situations changed and my point of view in things has changed...i am already a step closer to moving on...

jamie=) haha...it's your own decision to choose but dun force yourself to choose stability if you are not gonna be happy...hehehe...I just want you to be happy..=)haha...and NO you are not a jerk..hahaha...ANd jamie bio maybe exciting for you.not really for me!!!..hahaha...but today in addmaths what you did was hilarious and kinda gross!!!
BTW Happy Birthday to ALL THE APRIL BABIES!!!

1. LEE LING
2. HOOI CHING
3. KHARANEE
4. SOH YEE THENG

ok la i am damn lazy to elaborate...hahaha..I will blog again when my internet connection is better=)

Jamie's pic that i stole... hahaha

Spot me???

Us=)

Both of my best buds=)

Blue house gymrama

Love them+) and no i am not jealous

Three of us..where's pei hooi??hehe

Love her!!!!!!

Sports day

WooHOOOooooooooooooooo....!!!Once again blue house is a champion house....+)
Congrats vilyn on your medalll...i am so PROUD of you babe!!!!And my sister..congrats on getting third in 800 m...IMPRESSIVE!!!hahaha.......I was dead tired after sports day...ALthough i did not run but i sweated like a pig!!!I have to serve all the parents and teachers and walk around all the stadium asking every teacher whether they wanted egg sandwich or tuna sandwich and kuih....hahha..but it was a good experience...=)I also took some pics of people running and passing baton with brendan's camera...i will the upload the pic when brendan sends me the pic..hahaha...
That's all for today...=)

It's over..

Well you did it again..i let my guard down and let you into my life..but all you did was stab me in the heart..i am moving on with my life...i am so glad because it's finally over...I will move forward and become a happier person without you in my life. I will never fall for you again.That's what i have been saying since last year..but still i tried, i gave you a chance, We tried...it just didnt work out..This time it's different..It's really over...=) I will cherish our good memories and leave it in the past..Time will change everything..I will heal in time and be a different person..=)

wee teck keep asking me to tag...

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

No idea.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

Yay!!no school..

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?

ME!!!

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

Sort of..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?

Yes!!!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

Yea, still do...

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

No!!!

8. What does your last text message say ?

Hello???

9. What are you thinking right now?

What to answer...

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

Yes.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

2 in the morning...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

It's my mum's,...haha

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

Yes.

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Non of your business!!!haha

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Wee teck

2. Zhen

3. Jiam

4. Leonnie

5. Jamie

6. Vimal

7. Amir

8.Vilyn

9.Kher shin

10. new wee cherng

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

No one..=)

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

Female...

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?

DEFINATELY!!!

18. What is no.1 studying about ?

HOW TO GET OVER A GIRL!!!

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

Recently...

20.Is no.4 single ?

Technically no....

21. Say something about no.2 .

She's my wife!!!haha..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

Insane and weird...haha..

23. Describe no.9 .

Hyper????

24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?

They barely know each other...=.=

25. Do you like 8 ?

TOTALLY!!!

Good Friday

Today's good friday so as a missionary school we have school hols!!!haha..i just found out that David Archuleta went to KDU and sang a few songs!!!That is so unfair....sigh...Anyway that day madam baljit told us the lotus eater story...it came to a part where she said..

Mdm Baljit: Like you all students like to say" same old Shit Boring work!!!"
Kenneth: No madam we dun use the word S-H-I-T we only use the worD S-H-E-E-T!!!

Jamie sorry i scolded you because i tot you kick my ASS...hahaha...sry...and we always have something on as best friend!!!=)hahaha...ok la i write a big sorry on my blog and give you a official big kiss!!!MUAKSSSSSS!!!!

To you know who..if you found my blog...hahaha CONGRATS!!! hahaha..=)

I just heard Wang lee hom's newest song...!!!xin tiao was amazing!!! It really sounds great!!
OK i am suppose to study today...but i feel like watching movie...haha..ok you know what???
i am gonna....watch movie lah!!!who cares???

Stuck in between...

Ever had the feeling where you are stuck and confused with what;s happening.????

what;s gonna happen next..???What's happening???What went wrong??

Did i make a mistake by telling you that>??are you lost??what can we do to save this??Is this really over???i wanna save this but i dun know how to because both of us want different thing..i wanna let go but my gut tell me not to...before this i have already decided to let go..but listening to your voice i can't help it but felt something..then i realized..i never gave up and never really let go no matter how hard i tried...i am not giving up until you the day you decided to give up...=)

Just one word sorry and i forgave you...because it's you..=)

when things just dont go the way you planned...

I always thought that everything will be alright as long as we like each other...but now you made me realize everything is not okay and happiness is just for a short while..i have to make a decision whether to just give it up or to go on with it..now i am just too afraid to try because you wound me and i dun wanna get hurt again...i already form a barrier in my heart...

busy week

Superheroes from IR day+)


Super heroines

Smile=)
trying our very best to be superheroes
wee teck dun bite jamie;s headpls!!!
me and my babe


so anyway maybe marching wasnt that bad anyway..haha..the commander decided to let us torture them for a day by letting us command while they have to march..hahaha...

IR day was really really great..tho i thought i was kinda short but its good..
Reason why its good

• Short speeches
• Good theme(superheroes)
• Hilarious sketch
• Nice dance
• ENTERTAINING
  

anyway this week was quite an interesting and busy week...there were korean singers coming then there was IU day then yesterday there's IR day...haha there;s so many events happening...and all our lessons are cut short thanks to sports day...hahaha...each lesson is cut down to half an hour..we take 5 mins to walk down to class then 25 mins left..teachers start scolding students who nvr pass up their hw 10 mins gone..teacher forgetting their book 5 mins gone..then we only have 10 mins left in our lesson..hahaha...Other than that with diff events and high jumps and hand ball some teachers dun make it to our class so we only have very few lessons...+)wEeeeeeeee---

School life

After two days rest school start again...haiz...feel so lazy to go school...some results were horrible...=(
especially chem..from today onwards i vow to study a bit everyday..i hope it works...vilyn not in school..miss her so much!!!!She is enjoying herself in JAPAN!!!!Weeeee.....hahaha...gosh i have no i dea what to blog today...oh well...i hate MARCHING!!!! It is so FREAKING tiring and BORING!!!bahhhhh...who even had started the idea of marching???How can they find a bunch of people marching in a line uniformly interesting????!!!That day libraians celebrated a birthday for madam zubaidah...now the library have sofa and soon it will have TV!!!HOW AWESOME IS THAT??!!!but....the tv is only gonna view two channels
a) NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC
b) PROBABLY ANIMAL PLANET>>??
oh well the main point is there;s gonna be a tv...hahaha....
that;s all i can blog about today...hahaha...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

more results!!

Today was not too bad..it was quite boring actually...urghh...i have to prepare this speech by tomorrow...i hope i wont screw it up..=/ i am just gonna try and go for impromtu..ok as i promise i am gonna update my result...
FAIL
Bio=(

PASS
Sejarah
Maths

I failed 3 subjects adi...=( oh well..i vow to start studying from now...next term my results wont be that bad...hehehe...