Quotes

• At home I am a nice guy: but I don't want the world to know. Humble people, I've found, don't get very far.
  We all like stories that make us cry. It's so nice to feel sad when you've nothing in particular to feel sad about.
• Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
• Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
• dont let someone be a priority in your life when u are still an option in their life
• Sometimes i feel like you are an angel sent down from heaven to love me.

pics!!=)(appreciate it..took me so goddamn long just to post a few pics!!)

I miss my long hair=(

The holiday

well hols is over..been ages since i blogged..ok..i went for 2 camps during the hols..one is a young interpreneurs camp..learn a little about handling money and business..it was fun!!!i learned many things and i really enjoyed myself..another one is a motivational camp..THAT was .....=.= hahaha...it was boring tho i learned a few things..haha..firstly it was a chinese camp..the camp was 3 days two night..it was at universiti malaya..they gave us a file with 100 over pages in it..worse of all..its all written in chinese..my chinese is only up to std 2 level..so ya..you can IMAGINE.. then most of the activities are indoor activities..and most of the time we have to hear the speaker talk..so yeah..you can imagine..its like going sejarah class for 5 to 6 hrs..then break and a little bit of activities..and continue till 12 at night.then go sleep the next day continue..hahaha...but the good part is i learned some things thats all..then i went bali...it was not too bad..hehe..went surfing..now i am SUPER TANNED..oh well..it was worth it i guess..tho most of the time i fall into the waves and get hit by the waves..and i celebrated new year at the apartment..it was quite good...just sitting on the couch and hanging out with family and friends..hehehe..i hope we can do this every year..=) tho i will prob be in uk next year..i opened a champaign bottle for the first time..it was SOMETHING...hahaha..we saw fireworks..it felt great..watching it with the ppl you love aroung you...and oh yea..CHRISTMAS..my fav hols..me and my sis decorated the christmas tree..it was beautiful..and then of course the present..hahaha
GIFTS GIVEN TO ME BY FAMILY
suewen- first aid kid and a snow globe
cheng yee- a board to put up pics or papers
tzy yang- an alarm clock( to wake me up)
mum and dad- chocalates ( yummy)

Gifts given by me to them
mum- a carved snowman where you can put a candle inside it
dad- a cute cup that says i love family and a huge dad word
suewen- the necklace she wanted
cheng yee- chocalates
tzy yang- a basketball clock

Gifts given to me by kar jin
a zara t-shirt
godiva choc( it was free..haha)
and a swiss army knife( i wanted it badly lol..)

Gifts given by me to him
a nice wallet

Thanks for all the gifts!!!!=) hehe..and thats why i love christmas..

hhehe..alright..now school just started..busy with my hw..hahaha..i am gonna study much harder this year..xD

xoxo
mandy
-forever and always-

It's just another day

Well it's the same routine everyday..my mum wakes me up at 8 in the morning and ask me go eat breakfast with her..no matter how much i dun wanna go i still have to go..after that i followed my sis to go see chinese doc cos she was having diahreaa..the doc was really good..all he had to do was feel her pulse on her hand and he knew everything..its; almost like he knows everything..that;s the diff between chinese doc and western doc..western doc likes checking everthing by using machines and technolodgy..where else chinese doc just has to touch your hands and feel your pulse and know everything..lolz..so cool!!! and then i went home..didnt do any homework..just went online and watch a lot of movie..as usual..i watched 500 days of summer..it was kinda dissapointing becos i expected a lot from that movie..but it turned out nt that well..then i went on skype with sis mac..surprisingly its not as lack as it used to be..mac book really makes a big diff..anyway..haha.well today i feel a little blue..dunno why..guess i am not really in a mood today..feel so dull and non-semangated i miss my frens..sigh..i cant wait for christmas.christmas always make me feel so warm and it feels like a special day to me..i love the decorations and the presents!!!

-mandy-
-I love us(from 500 days of summer)-

Today's my sister's bday!!hhehee..she's finally nineteen..i went pavi as usual..my whole family signed up for true fitness..hahaha..yay now i can go there and exercise and keep fit..my weekend house is gonna be ready soon..woot..now can go pav every weekend..lolz..i cant wait to go to school again yet i wanna stay lazy like this..lolz..i know i need to start on my hw..sigh..lol..but i am just too lazy..lolz..must start...!!!=) its one in the morning and here i am blogging..becos the neighour finally on their internet line..can go online now..sigh..see at least now my blog not so dead=.= hehehe..i miss KISSERS AND TMIG gang..lolz...everyday hang out with them use to it adi.xD lolz..okla..i gtg sleep..nite nite...

=mandy=
-Don't give up on me yet-

updating..xD

hhaha..after many complaints..here's some pics..lolz..enjoy!!!=)















-mandy-
-happy now-

been so long..

Oh gosh...been so long since i last blog..haha..finally got net..sorry so long never blog..haha...hols quite boring..everyday watch tv...wanted to study but too lazy to start,,,hahaha....social night was not too bad..hehehe..watched new moon...and ninja assassin..haha..btw if you wanna see social night pics go view jamie's blog..hahaa..i didnt really take much pics with my camera..lolz..sigh both my sis leaving to aussie next year..sigh..will be here alone with bro...next next year i am leaving to uk alone..boy..come to think of it..this year passed really quickly..it still feels like the beginning of the year...i am growing older and older by the sec..lolz..somehow i cant wait to grow up yet i still feel like staying in this age forever..lolz..well..i dun think i will blog until my mum gives me my own laptop..lolz..which is impossible unless i go college..she thinks that my results will drop if she gives me a laptop nw..sigh...today i can blog because i managed to steal my neighbours internet line and go online..lolz..with my sis's laptop..anyway..merry christmas in advance..hahahhaa..i love christmas!!xD enjoy your hols..=)

-mandy-
-can someone tell me how it feels like being in love?=)-

been so long-===

hellooo!!i'm back!!
i miss my sister chengyee because she's so cutee.=(((
I LOVE CHENGYEE!!!=DD

I wish you know how i feel=.=

I am so tired today..=( been staying up late to study..but partly my fault la..only start studying at ten at night..of course sleep late la..then somomore got some people have to make me angry all the time and act like he didnt do anything..sheesh..today i talked to colin..we havent really talked in a long long time..its good to start talking to him again..=) he is still as nice as ever to talk to..xD I love my class!!xD random right..??just felt like saying that..lolz..i love the fact tat my class is not a class with 'cliques' its more of like everyone blending and mixing together..i hope i will still stay in P next year..and i love sitting in front of kiddo jon and lik sheng..lolz..they are fun to talk to and both very smart..can just turn around and talk to them and ask them question..lolz..

-Live life like there's no tomorrow-
Mandy

-Sometimes i wish you understand me, but you don't-

images from hk..

the doll my bro won from games..actually gt a lot of cute dolls..bt i lazy to take all the pic and post it..hehe

hong kong

hello..just got back from hk..super tired right now..the plane ride was pretty bad thanks to either the bad pilot or the bad weather.,hongkong was nt too bsd..i brought a book along but as predicted by someone..i didnt really touch it..haha..the weather in hk is superhot..hotter than malaysia..ok maybe its becos i am slways indoor in mslaysiaa..haha..went shopping..only bought two shoes that's it..lol..one nike running shoes one slipper i think..haha..went to ocean park..only gt one thing to say..its freaking hot there..haha..the rides made me dizzy..lol..went macau as well.went to a famous building there..they designed the building exacly like vegas..but vegas is nicer..hehe.ok..i am super tired rite nw..lol..blogging with mobile is so ma fan,.goodnight..:)

live life to the fullest,
amanda

p.s.lake house is a nice movie..
-i will always be there for you-

holiday mood..

i planned on studying during the hols..but as usual things dont usually turn out the way we planned or hoped for it to be...hehe...i am going hong kong on monday..=) my mum was damn random..i was on the phone with her and asked her where she was..then she said oh i am booking ticket to hong kong..we are going hong kong..then i was like..err when??!!! then she said..we will discuss this at home..bye..=.= i was speechless..haha...now i am really screwed...i cannot study at all cos i am in a holiday mode..and i am going hk..i dun think i will study there..but i am bringing my bio book there to study.just in case i feel like studying in the end..hahah...but then again i doubt i will even touch the book...hehe... i think i wanna be a doctor..but everytime i tell someone..they will keep putting pressure on me..like asking me..are you sure ah??doctor very stress wan.,.what if you kill someone???wont you feel guilty?>>?er...you really think i never thought of that before..???of course i tot of all the consequences..!!!

well..to me i think..nobody's perfect..being doc, we may make mistakes.but then again we are only human..if i accidentaly kill someone, maybe i will feel guilty..i will feel down..but then again..i have to stand up..i know i made a mistake..but maybe that person is fated to die..i tried my best..i did my best..so i will try to move on..and besides who said being a doctor was going to be easy..??

being a :-

1. businesswoman/man
2. house wife
3. cop
4. lawyer
5. chef
6. principal
7. teacher
8. etc

what makes you think that all this occupation is not as risky as doc??

being a businessman you might accidentaly kill someone by making bad products,,or maybe you fail to bring up the business and go into brankrupcy..being a house wife..what if you loose your kids??being a cop..you might get in danger with a bad guy and put your family in danger too, a lawyer you might make a mistake and sentence a wrong person to jail or death, etc...

so in my opinion every job has its risks and good or bad side..you wanna be a good doc or other occupation just work hard..nobody is dumb or stupid..as long as you work hard enough then youcan be anything you wanna be...=)there's no easy way out of things....its just life..

anyway...i got a new phone..well technically its and old phone..but oh well..i love it..its actually my dad;s old phone which he never really used...=) oh and btw..karjin thanks for the dvd player..i really appreciate it..and i will get you something soon,,..guess its your turn to wait..hehe..

wow..i think i got carried away typing...

It's just life

amanda

-Just follow your dream-

complicated xD

My life right now is pretty much complicated...i have to figure out some things and yet i havent found the perfect solution...i wish i know the answer..i wish someone would tell me the answer..but then again i know no one can tell me the answer because i am the only one who knows the answer...nobody's perfect..i am certainly not perfect..i make stupid and dumb choices and only end up making things even more complicated..because of my stupid actions i end up hurting another person that i care about...sigh...why must there always be a good and bad side???does this sound complicated???sigh...Have you ever felt lost>>??like you dun know where to go..what to do ..or where you are heading??sometimes i start to breakdown for no goddamn reason...blame it on the hormones..!!!=) to make things worse i have an extremely big ulcer under my lips which makes it hard for me to eat or drink..and i also have one ulcer near my throat..=( sigh...lately i haven have much good days...to make things worse..i cant seem to study...sigh...i need motivation..=( after you read this post...dun worry and no!.. i am not emoing...just trying to blog my feelings out to release some tension and stress that have swelled up in me...i feel so much more better now...

-life goes on, if you fall down, dont just sit there, stand up and move forward.-

been a while

finally i can go online...in genting now..using my mum's laptop to blog..hehe...what is the only place that has internet connection???starbucks duh!!!hahaha...this hols is pretty boring...all i do is sleep watch tv and sleep and eat..haha...anyway..last thurs was my bday...i knew there was gonna be a surprise for me but i didnt know what the surprise was gonna be..hehe...i tried guessing many things they can do to surprise me but the one i least expect is for my best frens to come over to my house at 8 in the morning...xD

this is what happened..i was in my sis room watching movie on the comp with earphones..then sudd my maid knock on the door and said," adik..Kawan" and i tot she meant my friend was calling me through the phone..so i just opened the door casually..then i saw them screaming surprise..my first reaction..''OH mY' then *slams door* hahaha....well i must admit it was a good surprise..then we went to pavillion..i didnt know they were gonna bring me to tgi fridays..so we were in the car when vilyn sudd blurt out.." we are gonna eat at tgi.." and i was like really?>then all my other friends stared at her..she then said," oops..." hahaha....so in conclusion i really enjoyed myself...thanks you guys!!!!oops i almost forgot to mention that vii, jamie, and pei wanted me to wear a black dress they bought to pavi...but i am not a dress person..so i managed to persuade them into letting me wear casual...xD but thanks for the beautiful dress...i will wear it when i turn into a woman..xP

i wore a super high wedge to the mall..and ended up injuring my ankle..i went to the doc..he said my joint moved a bit..wraped my ankle with chinese herbs..it should be as good as new soon...xD

school reopening tomorrow..i cant wait to go to school...being at home is kinda boring,..hahaha!!!

i should really start studying seriously..=)
p.s. i am so over you=)

xoxo

mandy

blogging whenever i can

ok...i was sick!!!totally fine now!!just a bit of cough and maybe headache..hehehe...staying at home was seriously boring!!and jamie i would love to put pics too but my comp so slow...cannot upload a single pics..hahahah...oh well..and today jamie is sick!!=( get well soon babe!!!hehe...

i think i am gonna study medicine la...its interesting tho i have to work really hard!!hehehe...and i can save lives!! anyway...kar jin is so nice!!hahaha..help me do my bm homework by messaging me all the answers when i have headache!!hehehe thanks!!!=) and today i kept teasing him...i am so bad..his dad bought him a specs..the specs is so funny...he keeps telling me the specs is exacly like mr.chin's specs..haha..its completely squared shaped...haha...that;s why i say wear contact lens dun wanna listen..!!hahaha..I love being in class cos there;s so many ppl to talk to...especially when i get bored or need help in my studies i just have to turn around because i got 2 smart guys sitting behind me..john and lik sheng!!hahha...john i like a kid..he looks like a kid too..hahaha...i skip tuition today and went one utama..in cc now blogging haha..and behind the cc got karaoke..this malay guy singing with a mike...totally makes my headache worse!!hahaha...xD

xoxo

amanda

Updating!!

I know my blog is extremely dead already!!!haha...but i have been really lazy to blog lately...So many things have happened in my life lately...anyway...i have a new family!!!hehehe...pei said that we the kissers are not a gang.. we are family..hehe..i thought that sounds really heart warming and nice...haha...I hope we will always care for each other no matter what, because that's what families do!! Anyway...i just had my interview last week to go for post in the library post..it wasnt too bad..i guess...let's just wait and see...anyway...me beii and pei ji is organizing for the librarian farewell lunch activities.one of the board members birhtday is on that day...anyone has any interesting suggestion for what to do to embaress a birthday girl?? do tell me cos i need some suggestions..haha...(no stupid suggestions) hehe..I need to push myself to study...i can't seem to sit down and study..a minute ago i was just about to study and here i am distracted by the laptop blogging!!!=.= Lately i have been thinking on what career i would be interested in..but i cant seem to make up my mind!!
Should i be a..

1. Doctor
2. Businesswoman
3. Lawyer(mum's suggestion)

sigh...i shall decide when the time comes..lolz..now i think i should just concentrate on my studies..

anyway..i dunno what to blog about so i am just gonna type random stuff...
What i am grateful for

• having great friends
• being loved
• to have someone who cares for me
• to being fortunate
• to have food to eat(30 hour famine)
• have great parents and siblings(tho we fight)

Random things i do

• hug ppl
• give them a kiss on the cheek
• tickle you
• talk about soap opera
• insult ppl in a nice way

type of guys i like

• nice
• puts me ahead of everything else
• kind
• loving
• romantic
• sweet
• gives me surprises just to cheer me up
• leave me notes
• and the list goes on and on..haha

But i realize that all this doesnt really matter as long as that one guy realy cares for you and will always be there for you no matter what..and of course i must have feelings for that guy..

My personality(what i realized)

• I tend to keep my feelings bottled up in my heart because i dun wanna cause a fight or because i dun wanna hurt someone so in the end i have to complain to my other close friends..sometimes i wonder if doing that is considered backstabbing..is it??
• sometimes i just dunno what to say when my friend pour out their problems to me..and i will feel bad...but at the end of the day i just tell them what i think they should do and give them a warm hug and just be there to listen to them because everyone needs someone there to listen to them..
• I tend to be mean to a person either because i dislike them, find them annoying or because i am afraid of falling for that person..
• Sometimes i pretend to be angry at someone to make them realize that they had offended me...
• I get angry really fast but it only lasts for less than ten or five mins..
• I laugh alot when i am hyper
• I fall easily for guys who are nice and kind
• When i really care for someone i really realy care for them no matter what
• I love my sister and tend to do what she asks me to do although she teases me and insult me and calls me maid sometimes!!!
• I love my parents!!!
• I love my brother alot although he sometmes gets on my nerve and sometimes he hits me ..

Goodnight!!!=)
-The question is does looks really matter??-
-Is mirror really a man's best friend??-
xoxo
amanda

Revive!!

OKay so my blog is dead,...very dead..hahaha very lazy to blog lately...life have been hectic lately..all i do is go school have concert rehearsal, go back sleep...very lazy to study...haha..COncert's gonna be on this friday and saturday..i cant wait...haha..i hate fanning the sultan!!!so boring!!!sigh...oh well. i have been watching the movie chuck!!!..i give that movie five out of five for ratings...i have been watching the concert for a million time adi..starting to get really bored of it!!!recently i just went for 30 hour famine...i cant believe i made it through.although i ended up having gastric...some ppl whose name i shall not mention manage to eat during the famine..haha!!!i was super hungry when that person came and said,"Wah!!!i feel so hungry la...just ate mc Ds...." and i was like WTH!!!The activities was not too bad throughout the famine tho i slept for both the movies...BUt i have made up my mind never to go for famine again...its way too tiring!!!I learned that food is important and we really need food daily...=)Without food we will turn sleepy and tired...woot..anyway!!!cant wait for concert to end!!!but i wish it will go on so we can skip more lessons!!!Xp

-“Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.”-
xoxo
amanda