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old times..

2010-03-14T06:54:00.000-07:00

it really brings back a lot of memories seeing tis old pics...=) that time life was much easier..less complicated..but then again who said life was easy..

CNY!!=)

2010-02-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

Wee..got a new mac book..xDxD...celebrated cny..had ang pao..but nt a lot..sigh..was having fever yest..today feeling all better...nw lazy to blog..sis leaving tmr..guess i will be all alone with bro..yay me..sigh..lolz..watched glee and valentine;s day..=) anyway..here;s some pics..xD

happy bday vii!!!=)

2010-01-30T21:37:00.001-08:00

NOT SO SURPRISE ??!!

2010-01-30T21:20:00.000-08:00

well..we finally had the surprise party for vii..i wanted it to be a surprise so bad..me and jamie was so devastated when we found out that vii found out about the ipod..vii should have seen us worrying and comin go up with a new plan..haha..sry we made the surprise a little later..we wanted it to be a surprise so we made it late..haha..smart ryte?? I knew you were sad on your bday...i could see the look..tho my efforts to try to make you happier..bt all you could say was jamie's not here..sheesh..make me so jealous.oh well..when i told jamie how sad you were she said its all worth the wait..and so for 3 days i waited for thurs to come..sadly you had to leave early..bah..that was sad..we could barely cut the cake for you and everyone to eat..bt oh well..we gave you the whole cake..hahaha...we hope u like the ipod..jamie bought it..and YES i paid ok..haha..just a little later..hahaa..we made a sketch book for you..tho in the end jamie kinda decorated the whole thing.but i really wanted to decorate it..i did some pages and stick some..but most of it jamie did it cos she more creative..i seriously didnt know how to make it look good..you saw the chanel page..my handwriting was so ugly.and i didnt even spell chanel ryte..sigh..oh well..haha..so anyway..i wish you a very very happy bday!!!=)
love ya..

xoxo,
mandy
-Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say-
-4 years and a hundred more to come-

Quotes

2010-01-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

At home I am a nice guy: but I don't want the world to know. Humble people, I've found, don't get very far.
We all like stories that make us cry. It's so nice to feel sad when you've nothing in particular to feel sad about.
Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
dont let someone be a priority in your life when u are still an option in their life
Sometimes i feel like you are an angel sent down from heaven to love me.

pics!!=)(appreciate it..took me so goddamn long just to post a few pics!!)

2010-01-09T18:43:00.000-08:00

I miss my long hair=(

The holiday

2010-01-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

well hols is over..been ages since i blogged..ok..i went for 2 camps during the hols..one is a young interpreneurs camp..learn a little about handling money and business..it was fun!!!i learned many things and i really enjoyed myself..another one is a motivational camp..THAT was .....=.= hahaha...it was boring tho i learned a few things..haha..firstly it was a chinese camp..the camp was 3 days two night..it was at universiti malaya..they gave us a file with 100 over pages in it..worse of all..its all written in chinese..my chinese is only up to std 2 level..so ya..you can IMAGINE.. then most of the activities are indoor activities..and most of the time we have to hear the speaker talk..so yeah..you can imagine..its like going sejarah class for 5 to 6 hrs..then break and a little bit of activities..and continue till 12 at night.then go sleep the next day continue..hahaha...but the good part is i learned some things thats all..then i went bali...it was not too bad..hehe..went surfing..now i am SUPER TANNED..oh well..it was worth it i guess..tho most of the time i fall into the waves and get hit by the waves..and i celebrated new year at the apartment..it was quite good...just sitting on the couch and hanging out with family and friends..hehehe..i hope we can do this every year..=) tho i will prob be in uk next year..i opened a champaign bottle for the first time..it was SOMETHING...hahaha..we saw fireworks..it felt great..watching it with the ppl you love aroung you...and oh yea..CHRISTMAS..my fav hols..me and my sis decorated the christmas tree..it was beautiful..and then of course the present..hahaha
GIFTS GIVEN TO ME BY FAMILY
suewen- first aid kid and a snow globe
cheng yee- a board to put up pics or papers
tzy yang- an alarm clock( to wake me up)
mum and dad- chocalates ( yummy)

Gifts given by me to them
mum- a carved snowman where you can put a candle inside it
dad- a cute cup that says i love family and a huge dad word
suewen- the necklace she wanted
cheng yee- chocalates
tzy yang- a basketball clock

Gifts given to me by kar jin
a zara t-shirt
godiva choc( it was free..haha)
and a swiss army knife( i wanted it badly lol..)

Gifts given by me to him
a nice wallet

Thanks for all the gifts!!!!=) hehe..and thats why i love christmas..

hhehe..alright..now school just started..busy with my hw..hahaha..i am gonna study much harder this year..xD

xoxo
mandy
-forever and always-

It's just another day

2009-12-02T04:11:00.000-08:00

Well it's the same routine everyday..my mum wakes me up at 8 in the morning and ask me go eat breakfast with her..no matter how much i dun wanna go i still have to go..after that i followed my sis to go see chinese doc cos she was having diahreaa..the doc was really good..all he had to do was feel her pulse on her hand and he knew everything..its; almost like he knows everything..that;s the diff between chinese doc and western doc..western doc likes checking everthing by using machines and technolodgy..where else chinese doc just has to touch your hands and feel your pulse and know everything..lolz..so cool!!! and then i went home..didnt do any homework..just went online and watch a lot of movie..as usual..i watched 500 days of summer..it was kinda dissapointing becos i expected a lot from that movie..but it turned out nt that well..then i went on skype with sis mac..surprisingly its not as lack as it used to be..mac book really makes a big diff..anyway..haha.well today i feel a little blue..dunno why..guess i am not really in a mood today..feel so dull and non-semangated i miss my frens..sigh..i cant wait for christmas.christmas always make me feel so warm and it feels like a special day to me..i love the decorations and the presents!!!

-mandy-
-I love us(from 500 days of summer)-

2009-11-30T09:10:00.000-08:00

Today's my sister's bday!!hhehee..she's finally nineteen..i went pavi as usual..my whole family signed up for true fitness..hahaha..yay now i can go there and exercise and keep fit..my weekend house is gonna be ready soon..woot..now can go pav every weekend..lolz..i cant wait to go to school again yet i wanna stay lazy like this..lolz..i know i need to start on my hw..sigh..lol..but i am just too lazy..lolz..must start...!!!=) its one in the morning and here i am blogging..becos the neighour finally on their internet line..can go online now..sigh..see at least now my blog not so dead=.= hehehe..i miss KISSERS AND TMIG gang..lolz...everyday hang out with them use to it adi.xD lolz..okla..i gtg sleep..nite nite...

=mandy=
-Don't give up on me yet-

updating..xD

2009-11-30T08:23:00.000-08:00

hhaha..after many complaints..here's some pics..lolz..enjoy!!!=)

-mandy-
-happy now-

been so long..

2009-11-27T23:35:00.003-08:00

Oh gosh...been so long since i last blog..haha..finally got net..sorry so long never blog..haha...hols quite boring..everyday watch tv...wanted to study but too lazy to start,,,hahaha....social night was not too bad..hehehe..watched new moon...and ninja assassin..haha..btw if you wanna see social night pics go view jamie's blog..hahaa..i didnt really take much pics with my camera..lolz..sigh both my sis leaving to aussie next year..sigh..will be here alone with bro...next next year i am leaving to uk alone..boy..come to think of it..this year passed really quickly..it still feels like the beginning of the year...i am growing older and older by the sec..lolz..somehow i cant wait to grow up yet i still feel like staying in this age forever..lolz..well..i dun think i will blog until my mum gives me my own laptop..lolz..which is impossible unless i go college..she thinks that my results will drop if she gives me a laptop nw..sigh...today i can blog because i managed to steal my neighbours internet line and go online..lolz..with my sis's laptop..anyway..merry christmas in advance..hahahhaa..i love christmas!!xD enjoy your hols..=)

-mandy-
-can someone tell me how it feels like being in love?=)-

been so long-===

2009-11-27T23:35:00.001-08:00

2009-10-26T04:43:00.000-07:00

hellooo!!i'm back!!
i miss my sister chengyee because she's so cutee.=(((
I LOVE CHENGYEE!!!=DD

I wish you know how i feel=.=

2009-10-01T02:48:00.000-07:00

I am so tired today..=( been staying up late to study..but partly my fault la..only start studying at ten at night..of course sleep late la..then somomore got some people have to make me angry all the time and act like he didnt do anything..sheesh..today i talked to colin..we havent really talked in a long long time..its good to start talking to him again..=) he is still as nice as ever to talk to..xD I love my class!!xD random right..??just felt like saying that..lolz..i love the fact tat my class is not a class with 'cliques' its more of like everyone blending and mixing together..i hope i will still stay in P next year..and i love sitting in front of kiddo jon and lik sheng..lolz..they are fun to talk to and both very smart..can just turn around and talk to them and ask them question..lolz..

-Live life like there's no tomorrow-
Mandy

-Sometimes i wish you understand me, but you don't-

images from hk..

2009-09-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

the doll my bro won from games..actually gt a lot of cute dolls..bt i lazy to take all the pic and post it..hehe

2009-09-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

hong kong

2009-09-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

hello..just got back from hk..super tired right now..the plane ride was pretty bad thanks to either the bad pilot or the bad weather.,hongkong was nt too bsd..i brought a book along but as predicted by someone..i didnt really touch it..haha..the weather in hk is superhot..hotter than malaysia..ok maybe its becos i am slways indoor in mslaysiaa..haha..went shopping..only bought two shoes that's it..lol..one nike running shoes one slipper i think..haha..went to ocean park..only gt one thing to say..its freaking hot there..haha..the rides made me dizzy..lol..went macau as well.went to a famous building there..they designed the building exacly like vegas..but vegas is nicer..hehe.ok..i am super tired rite nw..lol..blogging with mobile is so ma fan,.goodnight..:)

live life to the fullest,
amanda

p.s.lake house is a nice movie..
-i will always be there for you-

holiday mood..

2009-09-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

i planned on studying during the hols..but as usual things dont usually turn out the way we planned or hoped for it to be...hehe...i am going hong kong on monday..=) my mum was damn random..i was on the phone with her and asked her where she was..then she said oh i am booking ticket to hong kong..we are going hong kong..then i was like..err when??!!! then she said..we will discuss this at home..bye..=.= i was speechless..haha...now i am really screwed...i cannot study at all cos i am in a holiday mode..and i am going hk..i dun think i will study there..but i am bringing my bio book there to study.just in case i feel like studying in the end..hahah...but then again i doubt i will even touch the book...hehe... i think i wanna be a doctor..but everytime i tell someone..they will keep putting pressure on me..like asking me..are you sure ah??doctor very stress wan.,.what if you kill someone???wont you feel guilty?>>?er...you really think i never thought of that before..???of course i tot of all the consequences..!!!

well..to me i think..nobody's perfect..being doc, we may make mistakes.but then again we are only human..if i accidentaly kill someone, maybe i will feel guilty..i will feel down..but then again..i have to stand up..i know i made a mistake..but maybe that person is fated to die..i tried my best..i did my best..so i will try to move on..and besides who said being a doctor was going to be easy..??

being a :-

businesswoman/man
house wife
cop
lawyer
chef
principal
teacher
etc

what makes you think that all this occupation is not as risky as doc??

being a businessman you might accidentaly kill someone by making bad products,,or maybe you fail to bring up the business and go into brankrupcy..being a house wife..what if you loose your kids??being a cop..you might get in danger with a bad guy and put your family in danger too, a lawyer you might make a mistake and sentence a wrong person to jail or death, etc...

so in my opinion every job has its risks and good or bad side..you wanna be a good doc or other occupation just work hard..nobody is dumb or stupid..as long as you work hard enough then youcan be anything you wanna be...=)there's no easy way out of things....its just life..

anyway...i got a new phone..well technically its and old phone..but oh well..i love it..its actually my dad;s old phone which he never really used...=) oh and btw..karjin thanks for the dvd player..i really appreciate it..and i will get you something soon,,..guess its your turn to wait..hehe..

wow..i think i got carried away typing...

It's just life

amanda

-Just follow your dream-

2009-09-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

complicated xD

2009-09-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

My life right now is pretty much complicated...i have to figure out some things and yet i havent found the perfect solution...i wish i know the answer..i wish someone would tell me the answer..but then again i know no one can tell me the answer because i am the only one who knows the answer...nobody's perfect..i am certainly not perfect..i make stupid and dumb choices and only end up making things even more complicated..because of my stupid actions i end up hurting another person that i care about...sigh...why must there always be a good and bad side???does this sound complicated???sigh...Have you ever felt lost>>??like you dun know where to go..what to do ..or where you are heading??sometimes i start to breakdown for no goddamn reason...blame it on the hormones..!!!=) to make things worse i have an extremely big ulcer under my lips which makes it hard for me to eat or drink..and i also have one ulcer near my throat..=( sigh...lately i haven have much good days...to make things worse..i cant seem to study...sigh...i need motivation..=( after you read this post...dun worry and no!.. i am not emoing...just trying to blog my feelings out to release some tension and stress that have swelled up in me...i feel so much more better now...

-life goes on, if you fall down, dont just sit there, stand up and move forward.-

been a while

2009-08-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

finally i can go online...in genting now..using my mum's laptop to blog..hehe...what is the only place that has internet connection???starbucks duh!!!hahaha...this hols is pretty boring...all i do is sleep watch tv and sleep and eat..haha...anyway..last thurs was my bday...i knew there was gonna be a surprise for me but i didnt know what the surprise was gonna be..hehe...i tried guessing many things they can do to surprise me but the one i least expect is for my best frens to come over to my house at 8 in the morning...xD

this is what happened..i was in my sis room watching movie on the comp with earphones..then sudd my maid knock on the door and said," adik..Kawan" and i tot she meant my friend was calling me through the phone..so i just opened the door casually..then i saw them screaming surprise..my first reaction..''OH mY' then *slams door* hahaha....well i must admit it was a good surprise..then we went to pavillion..i didnt know they were gonna bring me to tgi fridays..so we were in the car when vilyn sudd blurt out.." we are gonna eat at tgi.." and i was like really?>then all my other friends stared at her..she then said," oops..." hahaha....so in conclusion i really enjoyed myself...thanks you guys!!!!oops i almost forgot to mention that vii, jamie, and pei wanted me to wear a black dress they bought to pavi...but i am not a dress person..so i managed to persuade them into letting me wear casual...xD but thanks for the beautiful dress...i will wear it when i turn into a woman..xP

i wore a super high wedge to the mall..and ended up injuring my ankle..i went to the doc..he said my joint moved a bit..wraped my ankle with chinese herbs..it should be as good as new soon...xD

school reopening tomorrow..i cant wait to go to school...being at home is kinda boring,..hahaha!!!

i should really start studying seriously..=)
p.s. i am so over you=)

xoxo

mandy

blogging whenever i can

2009-08-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

ok...i was sick!!!totally fine now!!just a bit of cough and maybe headache..hehehe...staying at home was seriously boring!!and jamie i would love to put pics too but my comp so slow...cannot upload a single pics..hahahah...oh well..and today jamie is sick!!=( get well soon babe!!!hehe...

i think i am gonna study medicine la...its interesting tho i have to work really hard!!hehehe...and i can save lives!! anyway...kar jin is so nice!!hahaha..help me do my bm homework by messaging me all the answers when i have headache!!hehehe thanks!!!=) and today i kept teasing him...i am so bad..his dad bought him a specs..the specs is so funny...he keeps telling me the specs is exacly like mr.chin's specs..haha..its completely squared shaped...haha...that;s why i say wear contact lens dun wanna listen..!!hahaha..I love being in class cos there;s so many ppl to talk to...especially when i get bored or need help in my studies i just have to turn around because i got 2 smart guys sitting behind me..john and lik sheng!!hahha...john i like a kid..he looks like a kid too..hahaha...i skip tuition today and went one utama..in cc now blogging haha..and behind the cc got karaoke..this malay guy singing with a mike...totally makes my headache worse!!hahaha...xD

xoxo

amanda

Updating!!

2009-07-29T05:29:00.001-07:00

I know my blog is extremely dead already!!!haha...but i have been really lazy to blog lately...So many things have happened in my life lately...anyway...i have a new family!!!hehehe...pei said that we the kissers are not a gang.. we are family..hehe..i thought that sounds really heart warming and nice...haha...I hope we will always care for each other no matter what, because that's what families do!! Anyway...i just had my interview last week to go for post in the library post..it wasnt too bad..i guess...let's just wait and see...anyway...me beii and pei ji is organizing for the librarian farewell lunch activities.one of the board members birhtday is on that day...anyone has any interesting suggestion for what to do to embaress a birthday girl?? do tell me cos i need some suggestions..haha...(no stupid suggestions) hehe..I need to push myself to study...i can't seem to sit down and study..a minute ago i was just about to study and here i am distracted by the laptop blogging!!!=.= Lately i have been thinking on what career i would be interested in..but i cant seem to make up my mind!!
Should i be a..

Doctor
Businesswoman
Lawyer(mum's suggestion)

sigh...i shall decide when the time comes..lolz..now i think i should just concentrate on my studies..

anyway..i dunno what to blog about so i am just gonna type random stuff...
What i am grateful for

having great friends
being loved
to have someone who cares for me
to being fortunate
to have food to eat(30 hour famine)
have great parents and siblings(tho we fight)

Random things i do

hug ppl
give them a kiss on the cheek
tickle you
talk about soap opera
insult ppl in a nice way

type of guys i like

nice
puts me ahead of everything else
kind
loving
romantic
sweet
gives me surprises just to cheer me up
leave me notes
and the list goes on and on..haha

But i realize that all this doesnt really matter as long as that one guy realy cares for you and will always be there for you no matter what..and of course i must have feelings for that guy..

My personality(what i realized)

I tend to keep my feelings bottled up in my heart because i dun wanna cause a fight or because i dun wanna hurt someone so in the end i have to complain to my other close friends..sometimes i wonder if doing that is considered backstabbing..is it??
sometimes i just dunno what to say when my friend pour out their problems to me..and i will feel bad...but at the end of the day i just tell them what i think they should do and give them a warm hug and just be there to listen to them because everyone needs someone there to listen to them..
I tend to be mean to a person either because i dislike them, find them annoying or because i am afraid of falling for that person..
Sometimes i pretend to be angry at someone to make them realize that they had offended me...
I get angry really fast but it only lasts for less than ten or five mins..
I laugh alot when i am hyper
I fall easily for guys who are nice and kind
When i really care for someone i really realy care for them no matter what
I love my sister and tend to do what she asks me to do although she teases me and insult me and calls me maid sometimes!!!
I love my parents!!!
I love my brother alot although he sometmes gets on my nerve and sometimes he hits me ..

Goodnight!!!=)
-The question is does looks really matter??-
-Is mirror really a man's best friend??-
xoxo
amanda

Revive!!

2009-07-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

OKay so my blog is dead,...very dead..hahaha very lazy to blog lately...life have been hectic lately..all i do is go school have concert rehearsal, go back sleep...very lazy to study...haha..COncert's gonna be on this friday and saturday..i cant wait...haha..i hate fanning the sultan!!!so boring!!!sigh...oh well. i have been watching the movie chuck!!!..i give that movie five out of five for ratings...i have been watching the concert for a million time adi..starting to get really bored of it!!!recently i just went for 30 hour famine...i cant believe i made it through.although i ended up having gastric...some ppl whose name i shall not mention manage to eat during the famine..haha!!!i was super hungry when that person came and said,"Wah!!!i feel so hungry la...just ate mc Ds...." and i was like WTH!!!The activities was not too bad throughout the famine tho i slept for both the movies...BUt i have made up my mind never to go for famine again...its way too tiring!!!I learned that food is important and we really need food daily...=)Without food we will turn sleepy and tired...woot..anyway!!!cant wait for concert to end!!!but i wish it will go on so we can skip more lessons!!!Xp

-“Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.”-
xoxo
amanda

Wee Kii=)

2009-06-24T01:08:00.000-07:00

I wanna blog about TEH WEE KII!!First and foremost happy belated birthday!!!you are 16 years old now!!!i really want you to know that i will always be hear to listen you your problems no matter what...i will be your wall to lean on when you feel tired of drama or life!!haha..and you are a really smart girl!!I am so proud of your results!!and i am so sorry for forgetting your birthday!!i was so caught up with my life that i forgot to ask you when your birthday was...i cant believe i talk to you so much but it never crossed my mind to ask you when your birthday was..but i promise i will always remember your birthday from now on...i know you have a lot of things to tell me but we are always so busy..hehe..but dun worry we will find time..and have fun in UK!!Dont forget to bring a mask and wear it!!haha!!I will miss you so much!!and sorry i didnt see you after school today!!=)Love you!!

-Good friends are like stars..you don't always see them, but you know they are there-
xoxo
amanda

Coco Fusion

2009-06-19T19:06:00.000-07:00

so we had coco fusion yesterday..it was pretty fun!!!hehe..Ravi came back!!super happy to see him although he hit me with a table, made me angry but also made me happy!!!hehe its good to have you back but you'll be leaving soon..=( but coco fusion was definately way better than Science night except for the fact that we cannot wear jeans..haha..stupid rules!!so i tot we had to wear long pants, turns out nobody cares!!!i was sweating like a pig yesterday!!!but i am glad i could hang out with all my best friends!!!they are the BOMB!!! Pei did facepaint...and pei its not weird la..haha...its nice!!!i help wee cherng paint his face..after drawing on his face..he took a brush and wanted to draw on my face..i ran away and he managed to swipe one line of red paint on my face..luckily i am smart enough to run to the girls toilet!!haha..then i wipe of the red paint but made it worst..ended up smudging my whole face!!Jamie and i joined the competition are you smarter than a kindergardener???haha...they ask all the disney channel cartoon movies..luckily i am a disney fan!!ahha..but we still lost..so oh well..managed to watch karjin act in lidra!!so proud of him=)
-I'll let fate decide-
xoxo,
amanda

Emo lines...=.=

2009-06-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

-i was tired but i never expected you to move on so fast its almost like as if you just hop on to the next station when its over-
-I don't want you to melt my cold heart, i like it when my heart is cold so i will never feel the pain-
-I use to believe in fairytales..but now that i have seen the world..in my world there's no such thing as forever and always-
-People just move on and let time passes by-

2009-06-18T22:55:00.000-07:00

We had two weeks break!!!It was not too bad..i went to singapore and pd with my family....pd was really boring but singapore was fun!!!anyway i got my results back!!woot..remember last time i wrote predictions for my results!!!well my prediction is all wrong!!I PASSED ALL MY PAPERS THIS TERM!!! so here's my scores!!

Mid Term Exam
ENG-70
Physics-56
Add Maths-52
Chemistry-42(without course work)
Bio-49 (without course work)
BM-62
Sejarah-75
sivik-81
computer-63
Moral-76

Woot!!!so happy!!anyway...i am gonna post some photos from my own camera finally!!(not gonna steal yours anymore jamie) IN the school concert i have only two lines which are "Datuk!!Datuk Laksamana!!I bring a message from Raden Puteri"

So when i act that line i keep pronouncing it wrongly..i kept saying lak-sa-ma-na but actually its Laks-ma-na..the sa is actually silent...but either way i still sound really weird and funny when i say tat line..i hope during concert day i wont end up emberassing myself...hehe..

xoxo,
amanda

Crazy week!!!

2009-06-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT????!!

FINALLY!!!!1

FINALLY!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!

I REALLY MEAN FINALLY!!!

EXAM IS OVER!!WOOT!!!LIKE VILYN WOULD SAY ROAR!!!

haha...after exam we had this teacher's day celebration...had to listen to 6 speeches...but it was not too bad..preety entertaining..especially kar jin's speech...i can't believe he started off with the line...'SRY MADAM MATTHEWS, I AM GONNA SAY THIS..I HATE TEACHERS!!!' it was hilarious....his speech was pretty entertaining tho...lolz...

after teacher's day me vilyn and jamie went pavillion and watched monsters versus alien...

it was a really entertaining movie...then we went shopping!!!lolz...so we were in forever 21 trying out these sunglasses and taking pics..then sudd this lady came to us and said 'pls delete all the pics!!!' i was pretty emberrased..but oh what the heck...lolz...then on sunday,....i went to jamie's sweet 16!!
That was the first party my mum allowed me to go....it was super fun!!!i had a great time.i went there early and helped decorating...and guess what??? after we decorated it started raining heavily!!!=( but oh welll...it stopped raining after a while so it was still ok...lolz...the theme of the party was "CROSS DRESS" so the guys had to wear dress and the girls had to wear men;s wear..we had this modelling competition..it was really fun...lolz...and jamie's birthday cake was delicious.....hehe...my favourite..CHOC BANANA!!!lolz...ok then i will upload pics when my comp is fixed...

-Live life to the fullest-
xoxo

amanda

2009-05-14T11:04:00.000-07:00

It's two in the morning..

yet i am still awake..

i am dead tired..

I spent my whole time doing add maths and Chemistry homework..

.what am i doing???

I am tired and yet i am still blogging??!!

OK...good night..=)

-I don't hate you, I just moved on-

xoxo amanda

Killing me slowly with her explaination

2009-05-05T04:36:00.000-07:00

Chemistry is really really confusing..madam was teaching..at first i understood everything and everything she said was very clear..then when she changed the topic and move furthur away...i was LOST!!! That was ok, i went back home and study and then i understood what she meant..then today..we had extra chem class today in the lecture theatre..all three classes combined..we came in late and THANKS TO SOME PEOPLE we ended up sitting behind..haha..i couldnt really hear her and couldnt really see the small board in front..and agaain i got lost..the teacher just kept goin on and on..the more she explained..the more i felt like exploding..so in the end i gave up and decided to just read the book myself..=S Exams coming in two weeks and i dun feel like studying..there is so much things i have to catch up on...

Bio-completely lost in whatever mdm is teaching...she is BORING cant bare to listen to her explanation..

Physics-Not too bad...at least i understand and know what to do..=) but i need to practice

Chem- Actually its not too bad but i am currently lost in the newest thing she is teaching us..tho i understand i am not sure whether i can do the paper well...=S

Sejarah- i just started a bit yesterday..many more things to read..i promised myself to study everyday but i didnt manage to keep my promise..

Addmaths- what i really need is practice..

Maths- Not too bad either..=)

PREDICTION

BIO- PASS

CHEM-FAIL

PHYSICS-PASS

ADD MATHS-PASS

SEJ-PASS

MATHS-PASS

ENG-PASS

EST-NO IDEA WHAT THE PAPER IS LIKE

BM-PASS

HOPES- OF COURSE TO PASS EVERYTHING LA..

xoxo,
amanda=)

Movie craze

2009-04-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was heck of a day..all i did was watch movie from morning to night...here's the list of movies i watched..

Stairway to heaven.(lots of episode wan)
Sex and its sin(No its not a sick movie..=.=)
legally blond

i haven even started studying..i dun feel like studying...sigh...i need some motivation to study man..seriously i am running out of time to study...Let me do a long tag...50 freaking ques...=(

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

TAGGED BY Yu Yin

Rules and regulation of the tag ;
All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.
And then answer the questions,
Say you're guessing if you don't know,but at least guess on all of them.
After doing this, tag your 21 "lucky" friends to do the same (Eh, 21 a lot eh, I do 15 only ah..)

karjin
lee xia
jamie
tzi qing
Caitlin
Wee kii
Pei ji
Wee teck
Wee Cherng
Adrian
Sue ping
gwen
Sue wen
Zhi yang
Cheng yee
Shuen Nyin
Pui Ching
Hooi Ching
Pei hooi
Vilyn
Sam quek

1. How did you meet 7?
English class..i think

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
That would be the day my mum didnt marry my dad..

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
I would find that interesting...

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
No..

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
oh yeah...if they were a lesbian...

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
Yeap

7. What is 2's favourite colour?
Wait let me ask her one day..

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
one second ago...haha

9. What language does 8 speaks?
LALA language..

10. Who is 13 going out with?
That's easy..but if i were to tell you i have to kill you first.haha...

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Definitely.If i wanna be a lesbian...

12. Where do 18 live?
Dunno..haha..

13. What is the best thing about 4?
She's is holy..haha

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
You are SOMETHING!! hahaha..no la tell him nth...random stuff...

15. What is the best thing about 20?
She loves me...haha

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
nope...but i wouldnt mind trying..haha

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
Seeing her in class everyday..haha

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Monday!!!=)

19. How is 7 different from 6?
Personality....

20. Is 2 pretty?
Definitely

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
Is she really my sister???haha...

22. How did you meet 3?
In form 1. dunno how..haaha...

23. Is 5 your best friend?
Nope..but she's definately my friend..=)

24. Do you hate 12?
Nope..

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Duh...i practically see her everyday..=)

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
few days ago...

27. Have you been to 5's house?
Not YET.

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?

monday...

29. Are you close to 11?
Quite..haha..

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Yes..haha..

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Nope..i dun think so///

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Oh yea..=)

33. When have you lied to 3?
All the time...when i joke around.haha...

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
quite.

35. Do you know a secret about 8?
yes...i know practically everything..haha..

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Perhaps friends??

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
He's lame...haha..and desperate...=)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12?
yea..shh..dun tell anyone...xD

40. How long have you known 2?
almost 4 years..haha...

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
Ask her lo..

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
never..he so weak i scared later he get into coma.haha...

43. Has 21 meet your parents?
O.o NOPE.

44. How did you meet 11?
Ask her. I can't remember.

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
no but physically gave her pleasure..haha..joking..

46.Do you live close to 7?
i dun think so..

47. What is 8's favourite food?
dunnoo..he loves coke..that's all..

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
he ah...kancil..haha...

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
Why would i give him money??

Almost forgot about the rest..=)

2009-04-28T05:16:00.000-07:00

YU YIN(HAPPY??HAHAHA...)

MY SIVIK BUDDY
SMART
GENIUS
ATHLETIC
NICE

WEE CHERNG

FUNNY
ENTERTAINING
JOYFUL
NICE
HELPFUL
LAZY
JOKER
LAME

SUAN YEAN:

SMART
TALENTED
NICE
LISTENS
GREAT FRIEND

JUNE

HAVE A GREAT VOICE
PRETTY
SMART
TRUSTABLE
LISTENS

BEII LYNN

LIBRARIAN PATNER IN CRIME..=)
GREAT DANCER
HARDWORKING
LIKES TO FINISH HER HOMEWORK IN CLASS WHEN TEACHER'S TEACHING
CREATIVE
MAKES ME PRESENT WITH HER OWN EFFORT

VAN LYNN

ENCOURAGES ME
GREAT BUDDY
NICE
LIKE TO TEASE ME..
LOVES ART
LIKES COOL STUFF

TZI QING

A GOOD CHRISTIAN
QUIET
NICE
VERY LEMAH LEMBUT

XUE FANG

MY DAUGHTER
CUTE
VERY NICE
SAYANG ME
LISTENS TO MY PROBLEMS
SUPPORTS ME

YEE THENG

LISTENS TO ME
SMART TO THE EXTREME
VERY NICE
TOO NICE
LOVES SOYA BEAN(AHAH)

WEE TECK

lISTENS TO MY PROBLEM
GIVES FUNNY ADVICE
HELPFUL
NICE

WEE KII

LISTENS TO ME..
VERY NICE
CARES
PREETY
LOVE HER!!!

SUET TYNG

NICE
HELPFUL
SMART

AMIR

NICE
LISTENS TO MY PROB
TRUSTABLE
RELIABLE
CARING
HELPFUL
GREAT FRIEND

TO ALL OF THE PPL ABOVE..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...=) HAHAHA...LOVE YOU ALL!!!BTW SRY IF I LEFT ANYONE OUT...I WILL EXTEND IT IF I REMEMBER WHO I LEFT OUT..HAHA...

Life's like that=)

2009-04-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

I got the part in the school concert as a pembantu for the puteri..in other words MAID!!! i hope i will have lines to speak...hahaha...oh well at least i got something i am pretty satisfied...=) But right now i am trying to decide whether i should go for dancing or for this acting role...congrats suan yean on getting the part bayan!!!=) proud of you...and pei hooi congrats on getting the same role as me..hahah but you wanna go for em c...Good luck for that!!!=) Enough about concert....Anyway i was late for chem tuition again and joey was as usual calling me with frustration to ask me to come early..hahaha....Today in school i had no games cos got extra chem class..=( oh well...I cant wait for thursday got hols..=) finally can relax..hehe..Everyday got so much homework until i have no space to have my own free time to breathe..sigh..my eyes is recovering rapidly..so happy soon i can wear contact lens adi..=) weeeee....

I feel one step closer to the people around me everyday..=)

Honours day!!!

2009-04-28T04:49:00.000-07:00

This is specially for them..

2009-04-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

VILYN

She listens to me..( Well sometimes..jkjk.)
She's always there for me...(Except when she was in Japan)
She cares..!!!
She tries her best to give advice
She makes me happy..
She is HAWT!!!
She makes an effort to help me through everything..
She waits for me all the time during lunch..
She treats me as a best friend...=)
She's trustable..
She understands me...
Always lend a shoulder to me..

AND THE LIST GOES ON AN ON...

JAMIE

She listens
She gives good advice..
She is always there for me..(becos she just sits next to me..)
She patches up my broken heart..
SHE'S trustable
She's reliable.
Planned for me a really great surprise party..
i just love her!!!

AND THE LIST GOES ON AN ON...

KAR JIN

HE is always there for me no matter what..
He listens..
He's trustable
HE gives good advice..
He never loses his patience with me
He comes to me when he has problems..
He tolerates all my insults towards him..
He gives me the best surprise party ever..
He puts in effort...
He helps me whenever i needed help..
He put me in front of himself..
Always support me through everything..

Pei Hooi

She's nice!!!hahaha..
She's a good listener...
She never complains.
She cares..
She's trustable..=)

The number of ppl to write about goes on and on...but i have to do my homework..so i will blog about other ppl next time...=)good night!!!

2009-04-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

A few days ago we had honours day!! I am so happy and proud for everyone who scored straight A's...+) i am so proud of my Babes:

Vilyn
jamie
pei hooi
van lynn
beii lynn
june
xue fang
gisselle
wee kii
and the list goes on and on.....sry if i left any names out..

All the speeches on honours day was reallyyyyy LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG...AND BOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRINNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG....
but i still enjoyed myself..basically all we did was pose and took a lot of pictures...got nth better to do...
My parents left to china AGAIN...they just came back last week...oh well..FREEDOM..hahah
but this time i decided to be a good girl and just stay at home...cos i dun wanna lie anymore...i dun want my mum to stop trusting me...=)Losing someone's trust is really easy but earning someone's trust is hard..
I can't wait for this thursday..i wanna rest and run away from all the homework in school...exam's around the corner..and i am not even prepared..oh well..as usual i will go for the last minute studying...haha..Lately been preety close to kisser no 4..i smell a new friendship developing...=)
Today you said you feel like i am against you..Maybe it's because my heart has already built a barrier that's why i find it so hard to just be normal with you..but i am trying to make things back to normal..all i need is time..and btw kar jin yes i know i always say i am gonna move on but it never happens but like i said this time is different...The situations changed and my point of view in things has changed...i am already a step closer to moving on...

2009-04-21T04:54:00.001-07:00

jamie=) haha...it's your own decision to choose but dun force yourself to choose stability if you are not gonna be happy...hehehe...I just want you to be happy..=)haha...and NO you are not a jerk..hahaha...ANd jamie bio maybe exciting for you.not really for me!!!..hahaha...but today in addmaths what you did was hilarious and kinda gross!!!
BTW Happy Birthday to ALL THE APRIL BABIES!!!

LEE LING
HOOI CHING
KHARANEE
SOH YEE THENG

ok la i am damn lazy to elaborate...hahaha..I will blog again when my internet connection is better=)

Jamie's pic that i stole... hahaha

2009-04-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

Spot me???

Us=)

Both of my best buds=)

Blue house gymrama

Love them+) and no i am not jealous

Three of us..where's pei hooi??hehe

Love her!!!!!!

Sports day

2009-04-20T04:07:00.000-07:00

WooHOOOooooooooooooooo....!!!Once again blue house is a champion house....+)
Congrats vilyn on your medalll...i am so PROUD of you babe!!!!And my sister..congrats on getting third in 800 m...IMPRESSIVE!!!hahaha.......I was dead tired after sports day...ALthough i did not run but i sweated like a pig!!!I have to serve all the parents and teachers and walk around all the stadium asking every teacher whether they wanted egg sandwich or tuna sandwich and kuih....hahha..but it was a good experience...=)I also took some pics of people running and passing baton with brendan's camera...i will the upload the pic when brendan sends me the pic..hahaha...
That's all for today...=)

It's over..

2009-04-20T03:57:00.000-07:00

Well you did it again..i let my guard down and let you into my life..but all you did was stab me in the heart..i am moving on with my life...i am so glad because it's finally over...I will move forward and become a happier person without you in my life. I will never fall for you again.That's what i have been saying since last year..but still i tried, i gave you a chance, We tried...it just didnt work out..This time it's different..It's really over...=) I will cherish our good memories and leave it in the past..Time will change everything..I will heal in time and be a different person..=)

wee teck keep asking me to tag...

2009-04-09T19:16:00.000-07:00

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

No idea.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

Yay!!no school..

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?

ME!!!

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

Sort of..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?

Yes!!!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

Yea, still do...

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

No!!!

8. What does your last text message say ?

Hello???

9. What are you thinking right now?

What to answer...

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

Yes.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

2 in the morning...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

It's my mum's,...haha

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

Yes.

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Non of your business!!!haha

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Wee teck

2. Zhen

3. Jiam

4. Leonnie

5. Jamie

6. Vimal

7. Amir

8.Vilyn

9.Kher shin

10. new wee cherng

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

No one..=)

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

Female...

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?

DEFINATELY!!!

18. What is no.1 studying about ?

HOW TO GET OVER A GIRL!!!

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

Recently...

20.Is no.4 single ?

Technically no....

21. Say something about no.2 .

She's my wife!!!haha..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

Insane and weird...haha..

23. Describe no.9 .

Hyper????

24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?

They barely know each other...=.=

25. Do you like 8 ?

TOTALLY!!!

Good Friday

2009-04-09T18:48:00.000-07:00

Today's good friday so as a missionary school we have school hols!!!haha..i just found out that David Archuleta went to KDU and sang a few songs!!!That is so unfair....sigh...Anyway that day madam baljit told us the lotus eater story...it came to a part where she said..

Mdm Baljit: Like you all students like to say" same old Shit Boring work!!!"
Kenneth: No madam we dun use the word S-H-I-T we only use the worD S-H-E-E-T!!!

Jamie sorry i scolded you because i tot you kick my ASS...hahaha...sry...and we always have something on as best friend!!!=)hahaha...ok la i write a big sorry on my blog and give you a official big kiss!!!MUAKSSSSSS!!!!

To you know who..if you found my blog...hahaha CONGRATS!!! hahaha..=)

I just heard Wang lee hom's newest song...!!!xin tiao was amazing!!! It really sounds great!!
OK i am suppose to study today...but i feel like watching movie...haha..ok you know what???
i am gonna....watch movie lah!!!who cares???

Stuck in between...

2009-04-07T04:40:00.000-07:00

Ever had the feeling where you are stuck and confused with what;s happening.????

what;s gonna happen next..???What's happening???What went wrong??

Did i make a mistake by telling you that>??are you lost??what can we do to save this??Is this really over???i wanna save this but i dun know how to because both of us want different thing..i wanna let go but my gut tell me not to...before this i have already decided to let go..but listening to your voice i can't help it but felt something..then i realized..i never gave up and never really let go no matter how hard i tried...i am not giving up until you the day you decided to give up...=)

Just one word sorry and i forgave you...because it's you..=)

when things just dont go the way you planned...

2009-04-06T06:00:00.001-07:00

I always thought that everything will be alright as long as we like each other...but now you made me realize everything is not okay and happiness is just for a short while..i have to make a decision whether to just give it up or to go on with it..now i am just too afraid to try because you wound me and i dun wanna get hurt again...i already form a barrier in my heart...

busy week

2009-04-03T19:38:00.000-07:00

Superheroes from IR day+)

Super heroines

Smile=)
trying our very best to be superheroes
wee teck dun bite jamie;s headpls!!!
me and my babe

so anyway maybe marching wasnt that bad anyway..haha..the commander decided to let us torture them for a day by letting us command while they have to march..hahaha...

IR day was really really great..tho i thought i was kinda short but its good..
Reason why its good

Short speeches
Good theme(superheroes)
Hilarious sketch
Nice dance
ENTERTAINING

anyway this week was quite an interesting and busy week...there were korean singers coming then there was IU day then yesterday there's IR day...haha there;s so many events happening...and all our lessons are cut short thanks to sports day...hahaha...each lesson is cut down to half an hour..we take 5 mins to walk down to class then 25 mins left..teachers start scolding students who nvr pass up their hw 10 mins gone..teacher forgetting their book 5 mins gone..then we only have 10 mins left in our lesson..hahaha...Other than that with diff events and high jumps and hand ball some teachers dun make it to our class so we only have very few lessons...+)wEeeeeeeee---

2009-03-31T04:49:00.000-07:00

School life

2009-03-31T04:42:00.000-07:00

After two days rest school start again...haiz...feel so lazy to go school...some results were horrible...=(
especially chem..from today onwards i vow to study a bit everyday..i hope it works...vilyn not in school..miss her so much!!!!She is enjoying herself in JAPAN!!!!Weeeee.....hahaha...gosh i have no i dea what to blog today...oh well...i hate MARCHING!!!! It is so FREAKING tiring and BORING!!!bahhhhh...who even had started the idea of marching???How can they find a bunch of people marching in a line uniformly interesting????!!!That day libraians celebrated a birthday for madam zubaidah...now the library have sofa and soon it will have TV!!!HOW AWESOME IS THAT??!!!but....the tv is only gonna view two channels
a) NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC
b) PROBABLY ANIMAL PLANET>>??
oh well the main point is there;s gonna be a tv...hahaha....
that;s all i can blog about today...hahaha...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

more results!!

2009-03-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

Today was not too bad..it was quite boring actually...urghh...i have to prepare this speech by tomorrow...i hope i wont screw it up..=/ i am just gonna try and go for impromtu..ok as i promise i am gonna update my result...
FAIL
Bio=(

PASS
Sejarah
Maths

I failed 3 subjects adi...=( oh well..i vow to start studying from now...next term my results wont be that bad...hehehe...

Results out!!!!

2009-03-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

Today school reopened...i gt my results...well it wasnt that bad...haha...i expected worse..here's my result..

FAIL
Chemistry
Add Maths

PASS
Physics
BM
ENG
moral

the rest i will update tomorrow..
hahahaha...i just hope i wont fail my bio that's all...today was ok..now i am sick of school...hahaha..
there's nothin much to write today...goodnight=)

outing with them

2009-03-17T04:25:00.000-07:00

I went one utama with my friends today..We watched slumdog millionare..it was not that bad but it was not as good as everyone said..maybe i should watch it again cos i was too busy talking to the person sitting next to me. And then we just hanged out in the shopping complex.=)
I heard this song by simple plan-save you on the radio and immediately fell in love with it. But the sad part was at that time i didnt know the name of that song..a few days ago i heard it again and finally got the name of the band and song name. i quickly downloaded it..i feel so happy...I tot this song was really touching. If i am not mistaken this song was written by the singer for him brother who is really sick and about how he wish he could save him and help him..i really love it...the song David Archuleta-A little too not over you is somewhat connected to how i feel I love listening to that song...well that's all for today...=)

boring day...

2009-03-15T21:44:00.000-07:00

Today I am not going out anywhere...so just stay at home and do nothing...haha...

i am just gonna upload my mosr recent pic then...hehe..

This is my most recent haircut...hahaha...

2009-03-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

my brother and i...=)
He is so cute right??i miss him..xD
Can you guess what food is this.??..Believe it or not there's such a food..Ink rice..In other words they use the squid's ink and smug it all over the rice..looks disgusting but does'nt taste all that bad..hehe...xD

First post

2009-03-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

i just decided to blog today...actually i opened a few accounts before but never used it because i forgot my password..hehe...besides that, i just completely changed my hairstyle from long to short.
Now i feel much lighter on the head..i also feel fresh so i decided to start fresh on my blog also.hehe...i dun really know how to blog but i am gonna try and keep improving myself. xD

This is a pic of me my mum and my sis xp

SISTERS!!

I was in one utama and i saw this car..haha...i wander who drives this car???haha